Weathing heights...

Is the weather throwing it's tantrums? Purposely torturing us with this humidity. The constant cloudided sky, unwilling to shed it's tears...Oh please spare me, I've have enough sweaty, stinky torments for these days...Beads of water ever falling from my weary body, the random stinging acidulated smelling school uniform.I have enough! Can you please rain on me?

This is really torturous, I've been sweating non-stop since morning...I've only not sweat for 3 hours (minus sleeping time). The fan above my sitting place(in school) couldn't be switched on as it is really shaky, it's prolly gonna drop anytime...Which I am the main casualtie. So I'm like, I did not tie my hair the whole day till I reached home, so I did not tie my hair + no wind is blowing in my direction ever, yeah, so what there's random breeze blowing at times(please note that the breeze is VERY random). Oh please can't you see I'm perspiring like a shower, a breeze ain't enough! I've already bath like 3 hours ago...I'm so freaking clean(I've already bathe twice) preparing to go to bed soon and oh f*** I'm perspiring again even will the fat turn on full blast in my face. Well I think I have to bathe 3 more times...or prolly I might as well soak myself in the iced, lavendered water in tub and go to sleep.

Oh well life goes on...Kiddies, I won't be posting constantly anymore now...I've got my priorties, like my O levels and my art prepartory stuffs. No-no to slacking and computing, hope I have the discipline to do so...I must have the discipline to do so...So only fate can bring me back here...Yeah right fate, I'm being too exggerating...Oh yeah the wind is comming in my way...So I guess it's good bye then. My dad really hates me...He elbowed me away, how nice! Telling him something he never answer as if I'm an idiolt. Never mind I hate him too(very much) :D

Peace,Freedom
-X

The eye thing...

Waking up today, and check my eye...There's like a layer of something which is gonna grow over my pupil...I'm shaking...After looking at it,broke down alittle...If I tell my mum about it she's gonna make a big fuss...I've no one to go to other than God and Yenn...So I began praying and I smsed Yenn to pray for me too...Had tuition at my 3rd aunt's house today unlike the usual which is at my 4th aunt's house. Her house is beautiful but gloomy as the same time...I slept for a while, and after I binched...Did nothing then...

Then 4th aunt brought us out to have supper...And then take a look at her house...

Now I check my eye the layer seem to be gone... :D

Feeling really guilty I can't have coffee with Yenn when she needed me most...I'm a useless shit you see...

-Sorry Yenn...

Fluffy Yellow Chickies

Went to a huge but not exactly huge shopping center...At the west. Haven't been visting there for ages. There is this Japan mart selling everything at $2...They sell everything under the sun in japan. I bought a sakura plate, and fluffy chicks wahahaha! A chocolate mould and a tin coin bank...

Back home again, out of boredom I took some lameo pictures of the fluffy chick I bought ealier on...
Yeah thats all for today...


Awww aren't they cute?

Awwww...

I would like to apologise for my lameo-zation

What a day, today is a hot day...

It's national day yesterday. Meet Yenn,Ernest,Neal at the train station at 11:30 and after meet the others(Wayne Sheng Kiat and my form teacher Mr. Chew E.) at Cineleisure. Then Y.Y. came later. Catch a movie yesterday, Napola - Elite für den Führer. It was a movie about the young Aryans in German, actors are really cute wahahaha! :x But no one compare to my sugar daddy, pretty boy the Almighty Mr. Hahn :P. When the movie is about the reach the end it was pretty sad, of course, I 'watered'(I don't mean piss in the pants)...Dang! Afterall...It's a great movie. Got free drinks by Coffee Bean, Vanilla ice blended thingy...YUCKS I hate Vanilla, but I drink it anyway, cuz' my nose ain't working therefore the drink is pretty tasteless :S. We then went to a board game shop, it is not like a board game shop but a board game shop for older kids, or adults...The board games cost a BOMB @_@! Who care console games and computer games are better.

Mr. Chew E. and YY went off...We continued, window shopping :P about 4pm about to 5...We slacked at McCafe, at about 7pm ++ the army machinenaries drove past...Had dinner, thanks yenn for the drink and the dollar plus for my dinner. At 10 we went home. Neal accompanied me home, due to some circumstances it's dangerous for me to go home alone these days. Taking bus 155 we saw ultraman(classmate), they two then accompanied me home...Wahahaha body guard!
What a day!

Thanks Yenn,Neal

Woke up at 10a.m. plus, nothing much slacked as usual...I went back sleeping and I woke up at 6pm...Gotta go now seesh accompany my mom to get some stuffs near by...

Depressed, depressed...Wooo Sexy...

Re-vamped my blog, feeling proud of it wahahaha! But of course there is room for more improvements...But anyway I will use it for a long time before I change another.

Feeling rather depressed today...Mum keeps on nagging...I don't wanna go school tomorrow but being forced, it's only national day celebration tomorrow, there's no lesson. Argh I'll play by my own rules...I'll just get a medical certificate tomorrow then everything's settled. Just $4 bucks for a medical certification. I'm still sick yea, but feeling much better...I keep on coughing non-stop, which made my abdominal ache whenever I cough, just like muscle crams LOL! So hmmm....I'm building up six pack after all this cough...How interesting...

Still depressing, about stuffs...
Firstly LINKIN PARK not entering the view choice nominee, actually...I think it's pretty much my fault, because I didn't voted for them on thursday. There is voting contest, I felt unfair as it is only for US residents...But you see, I vote for them the whole morning before I got to school on wednesday & I forgot to bring some important stuffs for school, and only for US residents...I felt unfair and stopped voting. Overall, I've voted for them for about + - 500 times already...I'm feeling pretty guilty now...
Secondly, the rumour LINKIN PARK not comming to Singapore ever again...This is really really really sad...

Ok I think some of you guys may think I'm damn retarded...But you'll never know how does it feel like being a hardcore
LINKIN PARK fan. I'm ain't no more a person who is happy go lucky or a optimistic person ok...

Mr. Hahn...He is pretty dorky at times but there is something in him which is so uber cute & sexy....Especially when the period of time when he is fit. Looking at his picture makes me drools all the time :x. I can't stand the way he poses in the photo taking sessions...There is something about his poise, his eyes, his mouth...ARGH *nose bleeds*! Rock on my pretty boy <3


Dorky, but really cute Mr. Hahn...

Wooo Mr. Hahn with shades sexy~

Papercut music video taking session- somewhat stern & uber cute Mr. Hahn...Just nice of everything perfecta!~ <3~

Flu...:S

I'm down with flu...Not that serious :) . Going out to have a drink again... What I am wearing now is damn formal...White blouse with long sleeves & a long black skirt. Going to the near by beach, hopefully I'll feel much better going there...

Anyway it's the 1st day of the 7th month in the Lunar Calendar... The gates of hell is open, and you know what happends...

Ok gotta go now...Meeting my precious Yenn

Snippy

I got my hair cut today, it looks short but not short. I got it cut in this salon with Victorian ambience woots! With Yenn too. After the hair cut, a hairstylist psychoed us again and again to join their membership...Told him that I do not want to he is like kinda pissed(Felt it somehow)...There's pointless joining them cuz' I don't visit salons often plus
if I wanna get my hair dyed, I bet they do not have the color I wan...blue...I rather be a member of this salon at town area they have really wicked hair extentions,dread locks and of course rare hair dye colors. The shop is filled with action figures hmmm spider man, hulk, superman, batman a whole shitload! Woot woot woot!

Anyway, I'm not use to the new hairstyle, it's rather weird at first...It's kinda ok now...That's all.
Hah.

I don't know anymore

Everything's fine now. As always I sitll dislike my dad. As for my mum, she said she's gonna try moving out and live on her own. Used to say she wanna live with me but now...So I see she's leaving me with my dad...WHAT IS SHE THINKING?! I don't talk to my dad anymore, I can't even stand the sight of him. You want me to live with him?!...Over my dead body. I rather live somewhere else. I'm still living here right now is because my mum is with me or else I'll be somewhere else, and of course I'll prolly have no chance to blog.

I've packed most of my stuffs already, yesterday I stayed up really late to pack them all...I went to be at 3:30+ AM, which means I only left about + - 3 hours to sleep...Then she keeps on asking me this and that, where I'm gonna shift to and all...And finally she said, she's not shifting...WHAT?! Wasted my time doing all this crap...Why can't she be decisive, firm...So fickle minded...I'm not like insitgating them to seperate or what so ever, but if you were in my position you'll think the same as me...

About the other day, when I was smashing the timmer box, he came out and sorta like astonished, shock to see what I did. He did not stop me at first because he was like *jaws dropped on the floor* then I continued (his jaws dropped to the floor because he never see me doing this ever)...Then he snatched the hammer from me...OK this is weird he did not slap me...The thing irritated me is my mum she's like calling everybody she knows and tell them what did I do...Then after they went to bed, I ran out...Meet up with buddy Yenn, she called Wayne out too. Drank the whole night through, we talked...Of course thanks Yenn for always being with me when I'm down. Having someone to listen to your problems, lend you a shoulder if you needed support. This is a real best and true friend that I could ever have...

Again thanks Yenn...

I suddenly feel like crying now...Can someone tell me why? Why am I always like this...So embrassing, so weak and useless...I really hope my emotions are removed. Emotions just make humans weak. Useless thing...