one day trip to KL was damn good,
well of course because of the shopping!
I never bought that much before. . . . . . . .


apple with a crappy mouth... our mouth too ugly to be shown

during the boring ass craming 4 hours ride to KL. . . . . . . .



the woot-ing shopping center. . .Taken fast...


There are no street lights/lamps whatever, where ur quite a distance out from KL. . .
it's darks dude, trust me rainy days is the scarriest. . .
It's quite a foggy night, my camera's lousy.unsensitive, can't take the fog.


POPS a BILLBOARD FROM NO WHERE. . .
It looks like it's floating, cute.

why do all i keep on dreaming?
so much recently?
such sweet dreams...
makes me awfully sad when i find it isn't real.
but it's rather scary when,
i dream about myself hugging in the rain,
the mintue i woke up it started raining.

01. Person who tagged me: Beatrice
02. Relationship with her: Friend
03. 5 impressions of her: young,chibi,awkward,emo make-up(LOL), nice to pinch(din try out yet)
04. Most memorable thing done for me: BENTO!~ i love it.
05. Most memorable words for me: hmmmmm??? sorry!i can't think of.
06. If become my lover: O.O?! =-=|||
07. If become lover, things to improve are: ...?
08. If become enemy: eh no way!
09. Reason become enemy: normally im the asshole LOL.
10. Most desirable thing to do for her/them now: make a bag for her?
11. Overall impression of her/them: good?
12. How I think people will feel about me: IM UTTERLY HOT
13. The characteristic I love about myself: STYLISH
14. The characteristic I hate about myself: LAZY
15. Most ideal person that I want to be: John Galliano
16. Say something to the people you care about: stay safe <3
17. Pass on to 6 people who you want to know how they feel about you

Ernest bitchy
Ilaio
Amanda
Marie
Rita
Vivien


ABOUT THE TAGGED PEOPLE:
18. (6) relationship with you: Flen
19. (1) male/female: Male
20. Is (4) studying: duh.
21. Last time you chatted with (3): now?
22. (5) likes what music?: Bossa Nova, etc
23. Will I woo (3): gosh im not gay.
24. How about (1): bitching partner
26. Surname of (6): LEONG
27. Hobby of (4): Reading?
29. Something casual about (1): HE IS VERY CASUAL
30. Tried developing feelings for (3): O.O wtf?
31. (5) lives in: some condo
32. What colour does (6): green yellow?
33. Does (3) like (1): they dun even know each other
34. How I knew (2): my sec sch.
35. Does (5) have pets?: her landlord's pet, somehow it's sorta her pet
36. No (1)'s sexiest person: i dunno he is constantly changing

i'll be waiting...
for my 14th december. . .


i can't help it our love hate dislike relationship.
i still love u load cuz' we're family.



i enjoy lazy days spent at my aunt's lazing around. . .

HANANA IS IN SEARCH FOR ROCKER ART FART DUDES
for valentines day next year's date
...i don't wanna feel 'lonely' anymore.

i left and ran,
the fear or seeing gay bunny.

WALKED to mustafa with mimi.
im really like dumbfounded by the amount of stuffs selling there.
they sell from books, to sheep leg, to perfumes, to vitamins, clothes and accessorries.
im like a country bumpkin walking around, like so amazed with everything.





then went to meet ernest and leon.ernest is such a zzz in choosing clothes =-=choosing all those boring clothes...hello ur young wear something interesting, when u get old u wanna wear those anymore,
or say can't.





OOO and i love this srsly.




bitchy ate this...


isnt all of them so cute?

....im having a break down. seriously.
a break down, i have no one to go to.
but myself...
i dunno...?
i think my dream, my passion is over.
because i didn't put my heart and soul.
all i can blame is myself, myself.
i need to smoke,
i need to intoxicate myself.


there is the next but how am i going to think optimisstic?
please but the blame on me.




ok time management time management.........
time management fucked me up thats the thing.

everytime,
a day before or on that very day,
assesement/ of assesement
i swear my mum will quarrel with me like for fuck?!
i don't know she does it for what,
but for sure she made me have no mood at all,
i have no drive for anything, all i know is im damn fucking pissed,
you know like really FUCKING pissed.
yeah whatever, blah blah blah yada yada yada,
ur favourite hobby for sure is NAGGING, oh and and and
yeah make my day bad.
like you will like continue to say more shit to make it even worse.
wow yay ur so wonderful.

i think i dun have to ever go for any assesements.
thanks to you.

you are incorigible.
you think it will work for you.
you think you look good in it.

you should stop being self centered, your ego is killing you,
you don't know where you stand.

what if what you believe in doing is wrong?
are you going to be wrong for ever?
confidence you have full of it, you do not need any.
your just saying to console yourself. (don't know for what)
you try hard to make things sound paradoxical but it doesn't make a single sense

fashion is my forte,
do you think my judment is that bad?

even if ur in an open minded country, I don't think your so called style will ever work.






if thats the case please don't blame me for being mean,
I have 0% tolerance on bad dressing

ahhhhh.... ok workload is killing me,
srsly im stressed out.
but anyway i had fun yesterday or say today too.
but i still can't grow up what do i do?

for only today i find them, srsly thinking that I'm not a trash or a burdern to the society anymore. I do have skills. please don't praise me for that skill, i srsly don't diserve it. I just learn it at my free time it's not even acceptable standard yet. But well anyway I feel happy helping.

Maybe i should consider freelancing too instead of 100% fashion design.


heres some advice take it or leave it.
no offence, im just brutally honest.
1)atrocious color coordination.
2) horrendus design priciple.
3) awfully trashy,wannabe look.
4) look in the mirror if ur over-doing.
5) always being a fashion no-no.

i really want you to be better.
maybe to you, you look hot, cool, etc and you don't care,
good for you i admire ur guts and all.
do some research on dressing, really look thought magazines, as in really observe.
then u'll srsly know where you went wrong.


orgasmic raspberry cheesecake from coffee bean must try if you love berries and cheese!
maybe next time i should complie the cakes and make a top ten must try cake list.


ok im hooked to my cousin's ds, play this tamagochi game.
okok i know i haven't grow up yet.