goodbye feminity, as i cried the whole night through. say hello to masculinity...
being a 'male' is a big problem solver. if you wondered what happen... don't bother to ask i won't tell you.


I'm just really in great pain now.


sometimes i wanna kill myself but i can't make myself do it, fear...because of something...

just out from bath,
dunno why there is this franjipani smell filling the air...
ok stfu...it's eerie but anyway...
I got a pair of red heels... It's the 2nd steepest shoe i have,
felt alittle cram walking in it but anyway it rocked.
Gonna wear it for assesements, may give me good luck...!

will show group work soon. i know u're'all jealous
boo.

btw there is some psycho hanging around my blog,
trying to get in connect with someone.
dope... stop trying, please wake up to reality,
stop living in your own delusional world.

i feel so terribly happy...I'm not gonna tell you why. :P
<3

*grins*

it's way way way past bed time... but at least i've spent the time well, upgrading my photoshop skills. bleh but seems like i did nothing...which is very very bad. so anyway off to 1 hour nap...I'll be back...I'm like friggin tired... gonna miss 3D. I think Mr. James is pretty not bothered with me, I haven't been showing up for 3/5 lessons continously.... Gosh im hopeless?

dreams dreams dream can we control what we wanna dream about?

I dreamt...myself smoking, black stone cherry.

opening the box at the left i see lipstick like colorful erasers, which i use to buy when im young.

well of course cigarettes at the right...Smoking at my school's gate...

Hmmm I don't smoke!

i dream of him 3 day continuously in a row... dammit, can i dream of mario world instead?

WOOT im back online now. I'm such a internet junkie, withdrawal symptoms hit me, feeling agitated all the time.

oh anyway here's some picture to share with all of you....

leon, ilario and you know who. To prevent being tanned I coved my legs in sand...I forgot my toes. Oh yeah and it's like sauna.

superdog's meal is like totally uber. well i always enjoyed eating sauages.

don't you think this is rather obscene?

LOL.

sorry people, i wont really be here... assesement is coming... Internet got cut because bill not paid yet and also my handphone's line got cut too (bill too) money money money... And also Koyuki sorry. Friday i promised but... this that internet and handphone MIA-ED. Ah sorry.

Anyway i went to the beach....Sentosa.
of course it was really really fun.
with Yenn,S.P.,Ilario,Leon n Hamburger.
and got myself like totally toasted,
but at least the part which is still in it's original color is only my face :)





Dreams.... rarely happens for me... But well these days i always dream of him, I don't know why.

Used to feel the butterflies in my stomach whenever I see him(i hated the feeling...) It's good now that I don't feel a thing anymore :) but well he will still remain as my eye candy.