looking at people's graduation show photos. . .
thinking: when will it be my turn?
at the same time i dun wanna leave lasalle.


hana is blonde ok?


that's kamy im in her gay green walls bed room :D

for the 3 time? enlightenment has hit me once again. . .

tired. . .
i've thought abt it im being too obsessive now. . .
i need to go back to the narcissitic me.

sharing a cup(depends on placement) , can of drink or a bottle of drink,
sharing food or utensils(chopsticks maybe?) or a straw,
did you ever think your kissing someone indirectly.?
ok im thinking way too much.
oh man i never been feeling this way before. . .maybe?
this is crap. utterly crap.
im being so not adorable now. . .
but i can't help it. . .
tell me what to do. . .
i dun wanna be some delusional manic
in my own possessive lala land.

feeling mixed. :S

Naeem Khan Resort 2009


-pictures from style.com
My favourites, especially that zebra print. So funky yet sophisticated.

Esplanade Presents The Protection Paintings - Of Sensations and Superscriptions

Jeremy Sharma
Singapore
23 May - 29 Jun 08, Fri - Sun,
Jendela
With The Protection Paintings – Of Sensations and Superscriptions, visual artist Jeremy Sharma explores the notion of protection as a means of ensuring human existence in various aspects, from the basic ensuring of survival to the sustenance of human relationships.

This exhibition attempts to translate those ideas visually through an interplay between images (sensations) and text (superscriptions).

(Visual Arts Space by Cristal Caritas Trust)
-taken from http://www.esplanade.com

i dreamt
a pagan drawing,
about some war,
a king like figure was fighting.
After killing all, he spat out a human.

King
To see a king in your dream, signifies much success and prestige to be headed your way. It is symbolic of power and control.To dream that you are the king, suggests that you will rise above your problems and adversities. Alternatively, it is an expression of your masculine power.

War
To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your personal affairs. You also be experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle. You are feeling torn between aspects of yourself. Perhaps the dream may indicate that you are being overly aggressive or you are not being assertive enough.

Killing
To dream that you killed someone, forewarns that heavy stress may cause you to lose your temper and self-control. Identity the characteristics of the person that you have killed and ask yourself if you feel any rage towards this person in your waking life. You may be expressing some rage or hatred toward this person.

To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions.

This dream may also represent a part of you or your life that you wish would leave you alone and stop creating a nuisance. Killing may represent the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.

Spit
To spit in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you need to get rid of. Alternatively, spitting may represent anger and contempt

i've learnt alot today wow.
i don't give a shit how you all percieve me.
as long as my loved ones and i,
know who i really am deep down inside that's all it matters.
*consoling myself LOL*

im gonna get my beauty sleep heh heh!
headache...

i love this movie alot, it's such a beatiful movie. ewan mcgregor and nicole kidman is a cute pairing.

im too overwhelmed. . .
by. . . i do not want to mention anything of it.

i feel like fucking off from it.
i hate being emo okay. thank you.



i regretted, i not getting myself wasted.

i suddenly felt as if enligntenmentjust hit me,
i stonned and thought
:"why am i doing this?"
feeling rather stupid

i feel like drowning myself in alcohol for temporary escape. . .

oh man my sewing machine is !@$#^%$&
going out too much these days...
busy busy busy

no shit man im not involved, im a peaceful person.
please do not mention my name anywhere what so ever.
i didn't say that ok :D

"I don't give a FLYING fuck."
dude i diggggggg that sentence.
i know im wasting my blog space dedicating this post just for some insignificant moron. . .
some people needs a brick to their head to bring them back to reality. . .maybe a brick isn't enough.
dude the world don't revolves around you, get your EQ upgraded dude.
and for goodness sake come back to earth, burn your fantasy world thank you.
Grow up is the 2 words you REAAAALLY need. Oh and have fun!



i feel so much closer to what i want to be. . .
after another 6/7 months, i might be saying bye bye to singapore
hi to UK/USA, -i will seriously miss my parents and friends here-
and hopefully be the next most respected fashion designer

hey ho!
it's the 400th post!!!
*pats hana on the back and shakes hana's hands*



here's some update what is happening in my life...

i hang out with kamy too much...(it's a good thing :D)


and it's Mr. Ass Kicker's bday. (Kamy & I choose that cake*proud face*)

我多么的希望，你还在我身旁。。。
一起逛街`购物`说话`多了解你一点。。。
可是我觉得，从开始到现在，你从不把我放在眼里。
为什么我忠实这么的防不开？
像你说的一样“朋友有时是牺牲平。”
随便找一个‘朋友’的了吗？
为什么我还感到那么的空虚？
怎么的孤独？ 好像世界上剩下我一个人？

爸妈，在身边还是感到一样。



恳，
希望你不要那么的难过好吗？
兄弟在你生后。
什么事都可以打来我的手机，属苦（好像打错）。。。
我随时都会接听！

wearing soft cotton yukata,
running around the street of tokyo. . .
finding someone? i feel lost.
my yukata keeps on falling off my shoulders.
i lost one side of my getta and found it eventually. . .
it was a pretty weird dream.

i wonder how people could jump the whole time for an hr's concert.
im already aching all over.


anyway it's fucking tiring day.
im gonna KO now.



i feel like giving you a hug
you poor little thing >.<
dun get yourself stressed up too much.

i lost 50% of my enthusiasm.
i lost 90% my mood.
i feel fucked up. . .
i needa read Slash's book.
get me up and going again.

acting isnt easy.
but i'd say that i did averagely good.
:D




fyi im not gullable,
im just damn good at playing along + im just too nice
my mindset is much more complex than u think it is.
ty! and kiddies please grow up will ya? don't play kindergarten all over again.
it's really blardy PATHETIC & SAD that some people DO NOT have mindset of the age that they are in.
give yourself a break
make yourself look good,
GROW UP be a man/lady.