It's night now
only now I'm arsed to post.
heh.

It was Lor's last day (T-T)
we had fun :)

stabbed by bagqutte. OUCH.

swallowing bagqutte gone wrong

happy family.
it feels sad still even though
i know we'll hang out again. . .
someday


School is fun as usual.

Hang out with friends
with a bad cramp
called and told my manager,
I'm not going
but he insist me on coming
ok when im ok already i called him
that im ok to come he said i just go home and rest.
man he is one confused guy or what.

who cares hangout with friend is much more enjoyable.
tell you all a little secret,
actually I'm the main character of this movie below
I have split personality,
a good and evil.
just like Jekyll & Hyde (right spelling? ah, heck.)

see the promo poster,
cool eh?
*笑*
*roll on floor laughing*

oh btw...
I do have nice hands,fingers.
on futher observation

oh and it comes with a nice thigh too.

*笑*

My self love is going outta control.

I'm beat
I'll update tomorrow morning.

I hate blogger for today/now,
I could't upload my post
and it's gone.

So I'm here tried and re-typing everything,

dear God,
I know you do not have a computer,
I know somehow you will know.
I have a pact to make with you,
pact, I don't think it's a suitable word to use.
it's more like a promise,hopes/wishes.
so here we go. . .

1)decrease the usage of vulgarities and eventually stop using,
2)I'll not indulge myself anything related to --- (till i'm married)
3)be the best that I can to my parents
4)give all Ive got and work extremely hard in school.
5)stop my bad habits,being boastful/show off,
being jealous,greedy,gossiping

I need help. . .

1)my family to be liberated from the thing which has been ongoing for so long.
2)my parents to be VERY healthy, and to do what they always liked,
most of all be happy.
3)to be sucessful and finacially very stable at young age (i know hard work is a must)
4)to love someone & to be love in return(in love life,
I'm not being a love-a-holic but seriously who does not?)

Thanks for being paitent to me,
all these times I've been making empty promises.
this time I'm gonna make it right,
as my purpose to put it here to remind myself firstly,
secondly, somehow a pressure to myself to keep with
what I said earlier.

dear God, thanks. For listening/reading.

in the name of Lord Jesus I pray. Amen.







This is my feet

It consist if 8 blue painted toes,
and 2 unpainted ones
1 with injury (the first one on my right foot.)
once I dropped my plate,
the side hit bullseye on the cuticle area
oh and the red at the side,
is nail polish,
thats the typical me being lazy

ah. . . nice pose feet!
say hi to Rinoa.

my manager,
I wish him good luck :)
he's gonna dance with music
everyone is going,
so am I.
let's just see who is the boss now :)
workplace is getting more and more arsed up nowdays
the good people are leaving and the bad people stay.
just like in the movies the good people die first
the bad guys live but in the end they DIE too.
Hah. . . It's come karma,
what goes around comes around.
so better watch out, watch your back :)






白子 is a little pissed. . .today
She dislike the rain.
but i love it so much. . .

I love photoshoping
I can spend the whole day doing it.

AFTER

BEFORE

did I scare you with my hideous face?



I should get drunk more often. . .
*笑*
dad is understanding me more?


but why is mum not being understanding this few days?
but anyway I love her still?

白子(Shiroko) feels cool,punkish,
shy and glamorous
much earlier on. . .
Here's Roiko. . .

Now she's
still cool,shy,glamorous
and in the mood for shopping.

ROFL.
isn't she cute.
*hugs & squeeze Roiko*
huggable.
something on the feet.


DAMMIT!
my clothing
has some colors on it
due to silk screen printing.
bitch.
I made exploding dog as my print
:X

I so tired
so tired.
I'm gonna go to
KOSE one day i promise!

FAITING SONG!!!!!

ok cut the crap.
I slept at 9pm
woke at 3pm
And wasted 47 mintues on. . .
printing cutting.

Ah myv's song gave me the drive
to work doubly fast.
hopefully.



I'm off.
-gone-

AH WHAT THE FUCK!!!
PIMPLE OUT BREAK,
just squeezed out my
blackheads whiteheads,
left 3 more.
Can't get the fuck out.
SO PISSED!

My face use to be like soap
like texture.

DAMN!
Poot.


MY homework,
. . . . . .
I'm 'dead'

Man thinking of homework,
makes me cry.


Went dinner
XC,Zi,Be
- - - - -
ok...

picture taking time. . .
MADNESS

leggy

. . .look beside you.

Trying to do broadway. . .
but my body is just so crammed.

LOL I like the pose!

Acting retarded is just so me.

Zimah made brownies is a must try.

yummy~

By the way everyone was looking at us.
(-_-;;)


People changes,
bad to worse
good to bad
bad to good
good stays good
it feels kinda sad
everyone is changing leaving you behind
no one treats you like a best/good friend anymore
lone ranger. ME!

4 hrs
4 pieces of artist research.
WAY too slow.
WAY too tiring.


It's 3am now,
I should be sleeping,
nice weather to sleep.
I so going to sleep man.
Let me tell you again,
I'm going to sleep.
Sleep ok!
LOL STFU!


I'm can't believe it man.
how can my colleage...
nvm, am I being to 'loud'?


Oh yeah my rice ball,
i rounder than ever freaking cute man.

*chu chu*

More to do tomorrow,
homework is making me crazy!
I tell you I'm going to sleep.
Sleep ok :)
Sleep.......
ok...STFU!

Happy Birthday 雅-miyavi! ~♥~
誕生日おめでとう雅-miyavi! ~♥~

Date of Birth: September 14, 1981
Place of Birth: Hyougoken, Japan
Zodiac: Virgo
Blood type: AB
Height: 183cm ~ 185cm
Weight: 57-60kg
Shoe size: 27.5cm
Favorite Food: Chicken, Inari Sushi, Chocolate Cake
Favourite Color: Currently pink.
Favourite Brands: John Galliano / Dress Camp / Don Ed Hardy / LeSportsac / 雅印粗品 / Room No.382
Regular Use Guitar: Gibson J-45 1956 / National Style-O / Rainsong JM1000 / Killer frying-Y
Regular Use Sunglasses: Christian roth
Regular Use Perfume: Yvessaintlaurent Baby Doll / Dior addict


私わ一もトテモ愛してる！
Did I get that right?








Just too lovely.


Finalised version.


セニョール セニョーラ セニョリータ


ビバ★ビバ★ビバップ　～人生、泣き笑い～


Blew

Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY. . .
love love

love love and me! (^-^)


Went for 3d make up class
45 mintues before,
due to stupid email by someone.
did alot of sewing in class,
making my rice ball.
Maple princess have temporary boob job LOL

Ever seen a man with boobs?
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .!?

Spiffy alright.



Sexy expressions...?


I know that I'm thick skinned
Monkeying around.

*笑*
Ghetto toilet.


Oh yeah and an update on my
3d project
arms + legs

+

unfinished body
=

mass of unidentified white fluffy furry things
OMG!~ so nice~ (>.<)
Feels like having a face + nose rub on that thing.

3d project something spiffy,
heh heh...
this is only 5% what it is gonna be like



Looks like to conjoined bird nest.
OOPS!
my toes.
anyway for cutting this fluffy koosh. . .
this is the result





O-kay, I'm back to work
B.B.L.

I've come to like what
my school canteen serves,
anyway I only eat the crispy noodles
from the chinese food store
not the vegetable and rice store
but other one.
Once I told the chef
for $0.50 extra of vegetables
I show you what he gave me

UBER right?
woot



My classmates are really adorable people

Love love with Macbook
the way she hold it,
Macbook looks like her head

Going home from External drawing class.

Puii's height needs knee bending.
Mr. Turtle likes peace sign



Printmaking is fun but made me nauseated
smell is horrendus!
the lecturer has an asswipe attitude.
ok...he's only 20% nice.

Kenta and Momo!
nice table


Tried bluring the *toot*
can't blur it totally,
naughty Mr. Turtle wrote it.
by the way
the freaky hand is
the lecturer's hand.



There is a fashion design project,
holiday is here but it ain't a holiday.
(T-T)
I'm going to KL anyway :P

Hmmm
I don't wanna do the things
I do anymore.


It's so not me man.

Now i'm thinking.

Do all people define others like...
smoker = bad person
drinker = bad + wild person
smoker + drinker = uber bad wild horrible terrible person
People does things with a reason,
I don't get why, how people judge others.
Are we brought up this way of classfication?
like the gender issues I've studied in school.
Sadly yes.
I know it's brain for my health,
but it's not i does it everyweek.
it's a form of entertainment,
I don't get you all man.



I know there is responsibilites
I know there's a cause and effect
please don't treat me like a baby girl.
I'm ain't blind nor stupid or have metal problem in anyway.



It is my choice to drink,
no one forced me.
NO ONE.
please don't assume and insult as you like.
so stfu.



I hate it why am I in a traditional chinese family?
I know my limits
I'm in control.



I rather quit the place,
than to lose my face.
It's my life I think it's my right to choose,
isnt' it?
isn't this a free country?

fuck, fuck you all.
arses.


nauseated now.

as usual
dad likes to channel his anger
right to me,
quarreling with my mom.

5 sticks today
bad bad bad move.

work tomorrow.
ciao ciao ciao booo.

Work tomorrow.


Read up on NANA,
and makes me think about,
loneliness. . .hachi.
I could just stare loneliness in the eye.
Loneliness is nothing for me?
I'm getting the hang of it
anywhere,
everywhere alone.(minus in school)
I've made a whole new bunch of friend
but how come I'm still so alone?
I think even if I'm in a relationship
it doesn't make any difference
just making myself getting into
bigger shit?
I think I should appreciate the fact
that I got people to hang out.


Problem is I'm the quiet one.


Who gives a damn about my life?
Well maybe only my mum only.
Isn't it sad?

I've been listening to Nirvana too much.
Ever try wearing underwear
walking around at home
It's nice
cooling,
the weather here is terribly hot.
let curtains down unless your a exibitionist



I could fall to the floor
any mintue
beat up.
a stick to wake up?



Come to think of it,
seemed like our sole purpose on earth
is to reproduce and die.
Don't you think it's sad?
mother nature?



I don't think about you anymore.
though sometimes my heart beats fast for you.



school just rocks,
+ tiring.