About $250 of Miyavi 'funding'
1) Je Vous Souhaite Un Bon Anniversaire.
2) Senor Senora Senorita / Gigpig Boogie [w/ DVD, Goods, first pressing only limited release / A Type] UPCH-9209
3) Miyaviuta - Dokuso UPCH-1516
And I'm stopping it. I'm serious.



I'm saving up to get a Mac Book Pro and an iPod.
No more fighting over the computer


Shopping sacrifices.
Miyavi shopping sacrifices.
Meal sacrifices.


Don't know why feeling confused and frustrated at the same time,
I think should stop being so materialistic
hey I love Miyavi and music
I think it's not being materialistic,
it is, can you afford to spend
being materialistic is not a sin
it's merely a bad habit.


I hate people saying people materialistic when
they themselves are wearing
t-shirts costing $30~$40
plus they are like wearing different t shirts everyday.
many a times saying about designer brands they wanna get,
please just admit it your materialistic too
no position to say anyone is materialistic.


But of course know your limits,
don't over do it
just to get something you
make yourself in heavy debt
stealing robbing.


I'm a good person.
So being materialistic is not a problem to me.
Because I do know my limits,
and discipline. . . my dear it's discipline.

Hah I skipped school today,
Plus they didn't take attendance
I'm such a lucky ass
I love myself.

Damn it food poisoning
not lucky.

My boss is a freaking nice guy,
I had terrible stomach ache
he let me of early.

How's today Hana?
School was great,
because I made a friend,
can we be counted as friend?
Well, I noticed she's the prettiest in my class.
*Proud pose, nose grows long*
Finally get to see my classmates
Well life here's much better than my fucking ex school.
(I never had a friend till I was in year 2)
I still remebered how I walk around the school
aimlessly & awkwardly during recess.

I sensed some people in class dislike me.
Am I wrong or am I right?
Please let my guts feeling be wrong.

I may seem to be proud, arrogant and stuck up.
But I'm not,
contradictingly I hate this kind of people.
Don not judge a book by's it cover.




I. . .
grew up as a normal only child,
please forgive my shy, quiet, reserved nature
as I'm raised in this kind of environment.
I cna't talk well and I stumble when I talk,
please forgive me again.
*press plams together with a kneel down bow*



But I really thank God for making a new friend,
N.
It's all God's adorable, intriguing arrangement.

Work's the same.
Was tired but tiredness faded off.
Worked 8 hrs today.

Man, I need to work on time management.

Shampooing time.

I wasn't here.

*Jumps*

Dad scared me.

君に願いを

As the dream of that day fades,
Dust creates a picture of the distant future
I can see that you are always there
My wish didn't come true and dimmed with each day,
I took a detour down a street and heard a familiar voice
Now I am here.

What have I done?
What haven't I done?
From now on I will always ask myself these questions.
How many times has the door to my heart been opened?
Only fond memories of you appear there
I always loved you.

More than that, yes it was more than that
I took a stance.
And now, I will never change, I love you.

On that day the beautiful stars in the night sky
The two of us standing together wishing
I lost the wish of that moment, however
This time I will always continue to think about and remember it.
And now, if I think about the wish, I am glad

But why isn't God here?
When you became a star, at that moment I took an oath
I don't need God.
You are there, you exist
You are not here in this town
And today as usual, I hear the busy clattering
peacefully seeming to come to an end.

The months and years quickly pass by
Softly, in the changing seasons
I look up to the night sky and once again think of that day

And, I softly wish.
You told me "It will be alright, you can stand alone"
But I am not alone.
Yes, I live in a part of you.
And you will always live in me.
So, like that moment we were side-by-side, watching

When I wish upon you, my wish to you...

Any difference?

Eyebrow servicing tomorrow with S.P.
*笑*
For now wash my hair
with hair growth shampoo!
And look at it grow over night.

I'm so so so so so so tired again.
There's a function earlier on during work.
Damn there's always celebrities visting my work place.



So anyway orientation was boring.
After the talk I just went to get school's art material.
Damn it was really really heavy
Have to take a taxi home.
Shit taxi price is ever increasing,
they sure have full of shit reasons I'm not arsed to care/hear.

Everything increases only bonuses and salaries do not increase.
Hard to make ends needs.
Man it's just so fucked.

I just wanna leave
leave for a better place
a place where the 'people' will love me
who will appericiate my existance.



Shit, I can't tolerate stupid people
whose always in and outta love,
when their in love everything around them is like so sickly sweet & pathetic.
when love is 'gone'
they will just 'be' sad
better known as pretending to be sad
But you know what, another person comes by,
they pretend nothing happened
or just use the sadness to get sympathy from the other
then a stupid stupid stupid new relationship forms again
everything's just like recycling.
resulting to more more for faggot-rous couples.


Most of all I hate girls
who pretends to be the sweet girl,
the girl next door who she isn't
who types like this -> 'ii lub eeuu 4ever" what so ever shit
likes to take fake adorable pictures,
sometimes pretending to be sexualy attractive.
which is to me a dingle berry, asswipe.
whenever she's infront of a member from the male population.
And denys that she does it.
And act all-so-innocent(mentally physically),
that is what a called a big faggotty moronic pain in the ass and neck
which I do not want to asociate with this low lifes at all.

Please give yourself a break from faking everyone
with your artifical plastic face and plastic body
which needs constant cheap air brushing servicing
to replace the chipped off paints,
which came off every morning when you wake up.



Damn this is things I always wanna get off my chest.

Tired, I'm too tired to even lift my droopy eye lids now
damnit.

Why is it? 为什么？
People's like ignore me? 人人都好像不怎么理采我？
Have no regards for me? 好像不把我放在眼里？
Am I that, 我有这么的，
nonsensical,boring,a waste of time, 无聊`闷`浪费时间`
Am I that repugnant? 我又这么得令人讨厌吗？
In your heart I don't even have the position of a human? 在你们的心中人的地位都没有吗？
Why is it? 为什么？
everytime I wanna know more about all of you, 每次我要多懂你们，
You all 'artificially' entertained me 你们都‘假假’的应酬。
I'm not a stupid,fool,or boobs with no brains, 我不是笨蛋，傻瓜，胸大没脑，
Sorry I've forgotten I do not have boobs*laugh*对不起我忘了我没胸陪*笑*
or whatever. 或什么的。
I am human,HUMAN! 我是人，人啊！
I do have basic human instincts. 我也有人的基本直觉。
Or 'you all' are too brainless? 还是'你们'太没脑了？
. . .
. . .
. . .
AH! Forgot it! 啊！算了吧！
When did I become so nosey? 我几时卞德镇么管闲事？







So tired. . . 好累. . .
Never been so tired before. . . 从来没这么累过. . .






SCHOOL'S　ＯＲＩＥＮＴＡＴＩＯＮ TOMORROW
I'm a little excited about tomorrow's coming. 我有一点为明天的来临兴奋。
The feeling is already fading out 那感觉已经逐渐消失了


I'm so tired! 我好累！
So so so tired! 好好好累！

Got my uniform today,
It's big but well. . .
I can wear it.
It's men's shirt but XS one*笑*


Man, money problem.
Gotta buy art materials.
But gotta fund MYV too*笑*


Man to much things too little money.
I bought straberry cigarettes,
man it suck.
. . .

Is it going to rain?
I love rain you know.
YAY.
As you all know I'm suffering from peter pan syndrome. . .
*笑*


Why is it so hot these days?
(T-T)
ドウシテ？!
Did I get that right?
Nice breeze~~~
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOO!~


I feel like wearing bra and shorts
walk around at home
freak shit.


Love.

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid 54% Schizoid 74% Schizotypal 70% Antisocial 10% Borderline 74% Histrionic 10% Narcissistic 34% Avoidant 46% Dependent 42% Obsessive-Compulsive 42%

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true or not true?

I don't know yet.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion 33% Stability 43% Orderliness 33% Accommodation 56% Interdependence 70% Intellectual 23% Mystical 90% Artistic 90% Religious 56% Hedonism 43% Materialism 63% Narcissism 56% Adventurousness 56% Work ethic 36% Self absorbed 50% Conflict seeking 23% Need to dominate 16% Romantic 50% Avoidant 30% Anti-authority 50% Wealth 23% Dependency 50% Change averse 43% Cautiousness 63% Individuality 90% Sexuality 36% Peter pan complex 90% Physical security 70% Physical Fitness 57% Histrionic 16% Paranoia 43% Vanity 76% Hypersensitivity 43% Female cliche 76%

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Global Personality Test Results

Stability (50%) medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (36%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

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trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

Hana: Hmmm. . . the not true part is

1) hates large parties -> I love LARGE PARTIES

2) does not like to stand out -> I like to stand out in what I do.

3) not a risk taker -> depends on what I'm doing.

suspicious??? In what way?

I find myself,
always stumbling with words.
And lost of words.
My brain needs scan disk,
and defragmentation.
damit!




Oh anyway just came back,
Run! Hana run!
To Kinokuniya,
then to katong post office
before the post office close at 5pm.



Crap. . .
One fuckin' shade tanner already.
Man I need to soak myself in bleach.
Asswipe.
BBL

狂愛戰隊 by 台風


For your information the song was stolen from Gackt,
and the worst thing is that the claimed that they wrote and compose the whole song.
Well, the whole thing was really cheesy anyway, song and video.
Piece of shit. Enuf said.



Vanilla by Gackt

The original.
Uber. Enuf said.

11-3
6-10 close
busy busy busy.
a day well passed.
met with skinny, fat fat
and i don't care, for dinner.


*think*

*think*

*think*


I've got nothing more to say.
Just wanna,
be on time.
Tomorrow.


雅-miyavi-
Haven't recieve the postcards,
give it one weeks time.
I bet i'll get it.
No worries.


I've planned out,
what I'm going to wear
for the coming school
orientation and first week.
Cheap ass juvenille deliquent
t shirt, and uber flowery shorts.
I pretend I have bad taste in clothing.
WAHAHAHAHA.
I love doing shits like this.


I'm so going to irritate my
manager.
*:P*
*V sign*

It was rather crappy this morning.
Well everything's fine.
Work's good.


Life's a straight line now.


Lets see hows tomorrow
gonna be.



Finally someone agrees with me.
Manager's a pain in the ass.
*V-sign*

早安！
Everybody. . .
Going to work soon,
Today's an off day,
for my mum.
seesh
can't join her.
Well look at the bright side.
Ya?
I can get a gretsch guitar soon.
*V-sign*
Oh and I've fixed up the
stupid 2 music playing at one time.




Starting my day,
with nice rockin' music.
タリラリタララ♪
-MYV-




HAHA!
I finally know Miyavi's real name.

*:P*

Complain,
is what I wanna do.
Hmmm. . .
There's only one thing to complain about?




I just 'touched' the com at 8pm.
And I have to stop now.
Muthafucka!!!
I shouldn't help,
mum
on editing stupid captions.
wasted about 1hour,
so many freaking pictures
so many retarded captions!
What a buttmunch.





Dad, is on off today.
Happily using computer all day.
AND NOW,
HE IS TRYING TO TAKE THE LAST
45 MINUTES FROM ME!
come on. . .
you can use tomorrow.
Well if you wanna take
this away.
you know what?
I'll just hug so tight,
to the monitor.
Even my boobs goes flat.




I'm worried. . .
that I would get
my teeth pulled out.
Milk teeth,
yellowish brown.
HEY it's not like I don't brush my teeth.
I do brush it.
That tooth is already in a very bad shape,
from the beginning.
it was from a decayed tooth,
which split into 2.
Another dropped out,
due to change of tooth.
Leaving 1/2 of this shit behind.
DAMMIT! DAMMIT
__




Dentists. . .
Are scary people,
who uses scary sounding ,
looking instruments.
Inflicting pain,
in your cute little delicate mouth.
MOMMY!!!!!
*runs off*

Miyavi. . .
I wanna dream of you
tonight.

In the morning,
I was like this.





Now, i feel like total shit.




'Something' unlucky is around?
Water bottle,
water is spilled.
Everything in bag is gone.
Camera and phone.
Gone.
The best thing is,
I lost my transportation card.
$20 inside.



Actually the cosplay event was great.
But the unfortunate events,
overwhelmed my happiness.



I feel like shit.
I feel like. . .
I'm the one,
who caused inconvenience.
cakes I need cakes,
cakes make me happy.
What a fucked up day.





I just feel like squishing,
my face inbetween my pillow.
Like this.

*laughs*
This is a damn cheesy drawing.
. . .Try drawing with a mouse.

Due to work,
I'm very tired these days.



But...dammit!
I'm here,
near the equator.
Everytime I go work,
I get tanner by a shade,
No matter how much,
how many times. . .
UV protection lotion is used,
still get tanner.
って、バカヤロ!!! 凸（゜皿゜メ）



Cosplay coming up,
coming sunday.
Must look for me ok?
I'm the hotest chick there.
LOL. *笑*
If Yenn baby's going,
'fan service' is on the way. *笑*


Bathing and shampooing. . .
Soon.
I love to bathe at night.

Eh?
Wanted to quit my job this week,
but since it's better than staying at home.
No income. . .
In the end of 5 month,
I could buy 2 pairs of rocking horse.
Should work till next year july too.
For university,
overseas.
UK or Japan?



CRAP sitting on chair too long
Hurt my ass.



HAHA do I have boyfriend? Nah.
SOMEONE say,
:"you suck so old liao still never get attached."
WTF?!
I ROCKS KAY!
Saying about that,
I only like bad boys,
attitude bad boy.
元気 bad boy.
talented bad boy.
tattoo or non tattoo bad boy.
piercing or non piercing bad boy.
preferabably a rocker bad boy.

I found out I like guys whose,
sound something like MYV's.
I'm not like being too obsessed with him,
I just find it uber man, and damn uber sexy.
woot.
LOVELY.

Well, work was ok. 工作，还好。

Oh I bought that shit. 哦 我买了那屎。
Disappointment. 好失望。
Wrong wong wong! 错错错!
Nevermind. 不用紧。
Hopefully I can get it changed. 希望我能够换。
Fear that I couldn't get it changed. 怕我不能把他换了。
If not? WHAT DO I DO?! 如果不能？怎么办？！

Argh. . .Let's not think too much. Argh. . .还是不要想太多。
Tomorrow will be fine. 明天会顺顺利利的。


Shall sleep early soon. 该睡早点。

Goodbye.再见~

はいはいはい！
ただいま！
我回来了!~
事实的是. . .




我根本没出去啦. . .
哎*叹气*. . .我拉起了勇气
问了妈妈，
想都知道当然不肯借我啦。（T-T）
*叹气*
还为那本写真而烦!
怕以后就买不到了,
那本书已经不再印了。
哎呀呀呀！希望明天见得到它！
你们要祝福我哦~





明天，我要开工了
要到个餐馆做服务生
有一点紧张有一点害怕. . .
怕什么呢？
怕. . .
被骂`
被欺负。
我有笨手笨脚的`
有本身也一点呆呆的. . .
怎么办？
也就这样吧。
管他的！
跟他拚一拚！

嗨！大家好！
今天我会用华文来写日记。
那我也先跟那些不懂
看`读`写
忠实读者朋友们说声对不起!!!

最近我爱上了一首歌。。。
やっぱりメグミが好き
雅的一首歌。。。
一首很悦耳的歌，
配合了优美的吉他声，
以及铃鼓和青翠的铃声，
加上他那威猛`性感的声音。
简直天衣无缝！
让听者的我，听了感到飘飘然！！！
真不可以思议。
Hmmm. . .我会不会太夸张了一点？*笑*

多一会儿，要跟妈咪出门
到. . . . . .
城市逛逛街，
*叹气*嗨，最近很‘破产’
不懂妈咪肯不肯借我一百块呢？
急着买个很很很含有得书
不算是书吧
写真是写真！
不要想歪歪哦~
那是雅的写真. . .

哎哎. . .回来再继续~
拜拜 *笑着挥手*