Great week...

I'm having quite a great week this and the last,last week moi mum had active day so she needn't go to work just exercise and I woke up early to join her for breakfast and to go to my 3rd aunt house.So anyway,when she was at her office she went to the doctor to ask for a MC so she then needn't go for that active day thingy, by the way my mum works at a hospital but in the office department so the check up was free because she was one of the staff.Argh! My mum had many many friends,I followed my mum around and her friend kept asking "Your daughter?" and after that kept on saying that I am adorable,pretty,beautiful...GEEZ! I don't think so...

So fast foward, my dad got the family computer fixed(argh!),for SGD$105 at Sim Lim Square so we needn't buy another new computer which is a sad thing, but never mind this saves us alot of money.So maybe in the near future I gonna custom fix a computer with Ilario help...

Anyway my life is really complicated,today and yesterday I'm quite pissed of with the people who does hocus pocus to my mum and made her can't sleep the whole night until this morning she just could sleep for just about 2 hours.Believe it or not it's true about this the hocus pocus thingy,I been experiencing it for my whole life my whole 16 years till now hearing sounds and stuffs which now I am quite seasoned,I'm not afraid anymore, actually its not done only to my mum is to my whole family which consist of my dad,mom and me of course.I know who are the people who did all this,this is really sick!Its really sad to see her in this state, why not take me in her place?! Why must they do this kind of thing? Letting the innocent suffer,we didn't do anything to them Why they want Satan to take control of their souls which is once so pure and now so damned,do they know what is like in hell...Its eternal suffering,its even more than pain itself,it is really terrible then anything on earth that could describe it.


Anyway, I came over here to my aunt's house real early, to get my stuffs over here.I want to get my The Sims2 back I want to try that game out again, maybe not try its more of play...I didn't get enough sleep just now, I only slept for about 4hours ++ feeling alittle sleepy now. Ah anyway just now the bus, on the way here the bus I am in witness a accident. A taxi zoomed outfrom my left junction when the traffic light is still red then out come a motorcycle and somehow it banged into the taxi and I head people saying the motorcyclist was then threw out of the motorcycle(I did not really notice this part of the accident) then the bus I am in jammed brake, the whole bus like "Screeched!!!" everyone jerked foward.I don't know what to say it's cool or scary, but I should not say cool because it is an accident...But cool because I never happend to see an accident happen just right infront of me.Wooo...I am going home soon to get more of my "beauty" sleep, so I end my blogging here.

Itai!~

How do I numb the pain inside and outside? I cut my self again, it felt pain at first but felt itchy after awhile...There is quarrels lately I hate it, its not all my fault right? Ya admit I did some mistakes but you don't have to treat me like this...Nagging at me, scolding me, shouting at me...Do you know it hurts alot more then the cuts I have on my arm...Even the scars heal physically it leaves a mark that reminds me...


I'm getting a computer soon...Hoping to get Alienware ALX com, it's really a love at first sight, I swear one day I would get it, if I remeber...It's really difficult to get a almost good already fixed computer, all those in the market kinda sucks or maybe really sucky because the graphic card are really lousy offering ATI Radeon X300SE without the PCI thingy and now most people using the better ones...


Trying to save up lots of money to celebrate my best friend's birthday...She's my best friend for already 7 Years, and she still is...Thinking of getting her The Sims 2 Dvd special edition or the normal Sims 2 and also getting something useful for her...Gosh I'm really hungry now nothing to eat over here, I haven't ate my breakfast and lunch. I just ate a banana and swallowed a few vitamin pills...Feel like eating some fish congee or XXL crispy chicken...Better not say anymore I'm making myself really hungry...

Rainy Seasons...

It has been really cold these days raining continuously. Hmm I got a question for you people when snow melts what does it becomes? I am getting a new power supply for my computer I guess that is where it is spoilt hopefully, and hopefully soon enough after I get everthing inorder in my computer I could play The Sims2 soon...I can't wait...My holidays is damn boring, I am like a pig eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping whole day look just don't know when I am gonna be slaughtered...Let me recap what happen the yesterday...I went out with Muii and went over to my aunt's house to use the computer and after that we went out to have dinner and was at Plaza Singapura, and check out some toys at action city...And now I am aimming to get a really adorable, soft and furry plushie kehehehe it's really KAWAII!~ Anyway just now when I alighted the taxi geez....I got into a disgusting pile of water and dirtied my right leg with dead grass sands and some crappy stuff luckily no mud, did not notice it because I am aimming for a shelter after alighting the taxi...I think that all for today nothing much happened...Oh and good luck to all my friend who are taking the O levels exam especially my cousin, and also Happy Birthday Becky don't be sad ya I will celebrate your birthday after your exams I promise you!~ Your my only best friend...