1hr and 11mintues 27secondsago was the most embrassing day of my life,
to pose for my friend's 'project' in the middle of nowhere.
omg everyone's looking though there are little people.
closing my eyes makes me feel alittle better,thank gadess his theme was sleep.
i feel like an ostrich putting my head in a hole.

if you where wonder how my hair looks like when im at home, stop wandering.
here's something for ya'll.

what's wrong with my brows.......!!

i've finally decided to trim my bangs.
and im totally adorable :D

guess what?
i thought i have a tooth problem, because my upper jaw was rather tight and weird feeling when i move it.
hmm i didn't have a tooth problem, I have ear problem.
till like at 8pm i felt the sore coming from my ear, and it was rather bad, i have a reeeeally crappy time moving my jaw.
i think i broke the skin in my ear, like a week ago somehow the bacteria was still there so yeah infection.
no worries, i dump a heap of anti-bacteria cream on the infected area.
it's going away already :DDDD


why am i sharing this story? because this the most interesting thing happened today.
oh my, lame me.

i feel some people is alienating from me today.
wtf?

Hana's Top 5 6 Hotest guys of all time



























6th in the running(as 'requested')

drums rolllllls.......

credits to friendster :P->stolen*
Mr. Kooichi (a.k.a. gu chi gu chi->tickle tickle)
Origin: 'pure' Singaporean i suppose?
??? January 1985
Height: 190+++?cm

Burden of society, photographer, musician?, graphic designer?, freelancer?

Bloodtype: ?

note to mr. K: how about a surprise for a change. lol!. (tell me if you want it to be taken off)

today finally i see it through.
i can don't feel abit or anyway doki doki anymore.
PLAYA!

Feel so estatic...
after i saw him in the pod,
his side back view...
he always has his pose. . .
hand on chin, sometimes fingers on lips.
shit he is making me KABOOOOM*nosebleeeeeeeed*
lucky he wasn't in black or else i would stick on the glass of the pod.
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

i really need to shake my booty,
and learn some cool moves.
so at least i can dance alittle.

OMGOMGOMG im in tremendous amout of stress.
i feel like a highly sensitive compressed nuclear + atomic bomb.
i really feel like im gonna explode.
my hair is dropping like crazy.
im so lacking of sleep wtf they want?
WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
whats the point of giving a project week when they want us to submit some stuffs before project week?
UTTERLY RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg my head hurts alittle.
and i find songs by L'Arc~en~Ciel totally therapeutic. (=-=||| )

Going against the coiling wind, I'm searching for a lost season
Vivid memories stir, though only a little, in the direction that I'm heading toward
How many cuts should I repeat?
How many fates should I accept?
Does it have an end?

You always seem to be running through my body, and overflowing
So I won't be scared tomorrow either
Because I always feel you in me.
My heart is moistened by your name, which flowed to my dry throat
How many cuts should I repeat?
How many fates should I accept?
Does it have an end?

If I could fly through the sky, like those far away birds
I'd always tell you that I love you Because I always feel you in me.
You taught me how to love.
I feel. I can do anything.

I want to unfold the world that I paint in my dreams, before your eyes
So I won't be scared tomorrow either

OK LETS TRY ON FAKE LASHES!


OK ENOUGH OF ME FOR TODAY...

suddenly felt all so emotional
thinking...

Hana's Top 5 Hotest guys of all time
(In no paticular order :D)

HYDE
Origin: Japan
29th Jan 1968
Frontman of L'Arc~en~Ciel
Height: 157cm (ok he is short but who cares.)
Bloodtype: ?

Kim Jae Wook
Origin: Korean
2nd April 1983 Actor, Model

Height: 183cm

Blood type: B

miyavi
Origin: Japanese + Korean
14th September 1981
Muscian, Soloist
Height: 185cm

Bloodtype: AB

Dennis Joseph O'Neil Jr. (Dennis Oh)

Origin: Korean + American

29th August 1981

Actor, Model

Height: 188cm Blood Type: A

Yoshiki Hayashi

Origin: Japanese

20th November 1965

Height: 174cm

Songwriter,Multi-instrumentalist,Musician, Producer Bloodtype: A

conclusion: hana has a thing for guys with long hair? androgyne guys? hana likes old guys? wtfwtfwtf? ok anyway... *nosebleeding in process* excuse me for always gushing about guys, because i DO NOT have a private life (maybe forever? come on i'll be in the fashion industry, in fashion guys are normally gay, no matter how hot they are, or crappy they look like. I see myself as a spinster with 20 cats, seriously.). . .so let me keep my life busy yea?
btw my boobs are not shrinking it's swelling instead (=-= ), due to sickerning periods. Not forgetting pimples(x3) thanks to hormones.

howdy. . .
i don't know if it is me or some other reason. . .
the freddy krueger look alike deleted her blog.

gosh critique week is coming. . .next week. . .
it's so confusing. . . some lecturers say they wil be asessing our work...
and ginette is marking? wanna fail me just do it.
i don't care, it anything does not work out i'll just go to the dean.
as simple as that.

4 hours of sleep everyday.
feels like my boobs are shrinking because of that.
cheese whiz!

February 5, Tuesday 12.20pm++--
1) Greeted me by poking a pair of sissors on my back on kidney area.
2) Gave nasty comments

February 12, 10.30am
1) Again greeted me by whacking my head with rolls of paper.

wow i cant believe it. . .
morons can spell/call Christian Dior as Christine Dior
OMFGADDESS.
it's like the lowest grade of stupid people you can get.
maybe they spell Prada as Prata

look at the link to see it yourself.
-deleted her blog due to my vicious comments :X-

btw the freddy krueger i was talking abt, was this hideous moron.
super bad photoshop skills, and super bad camera, super bad of everything.
btw if your wondering why all the pictures's white balance is extremely badly set
or what so ever. . .
fyi she have really x3 bad skin, just like freddy's, im totally serious.

ok enough bitching i need to repent. . .

OMGADESS why am i wasting time on some bimbotic-i-have-itchy-pussy-moron.
ok i have to dry my hair :D

I WILL CRUSH YOU LIKE COCKROACH!
YOU ARE A SHAMELESS BOOR WHO PRETENDS TO BE CLASSY.
YOU ARE SERIOUSLY SUFFERING FROM DENIAL DISORDER.
NARROW MINDED, CHEAPSKATE MORON.
WHEN YOU DIE YOUR SKIN IS ABLE MAKE INTO A CHAIN MAIL.
IT'S BETTER NOT TO, BECAUSE IT'LL JUST CONTAMINATE THE PERSON WHOSE'S WEARING IT.

sometimes i worry too much. . .
way too much. . .
i worry for the extinction of man kind
worry for the fate of earth
worry for the fate of the sun
worry that. . .will it be the same, if i died,
worry about my future generations and my relatives's, will we still have blood ties
worry that im not gonna make it someday
worry that i can't feed my parents when they are old
worry that i can't get into St. Martins
worry for my parents
worry that i would get dieases
worry if i couldn't finish my assignments in time
worry that group projects wont go smoothly

seriously i really wish i can get those unnessary worries out of my mind,
but i can't seem to, it just pops up in my mind.
I hate it when it happen. . .Like as if i can't breathe, worries are strangling me. . .

Hana srsly need a cheong sam to bring sexy back