Why is it that. . .
I think of you unknowingly?
innocent thoughts,
you and me together.


shrug/slap myself to reality


anyway
hahaha
I think you ROCK :)
okay?
Your cute(minus ugly.)





Suddenly i don't know to like you or not.
shit finally it's out, so it's a crush.




BOOO.




i hate this lovey dovey shit
fcuks
wish me luck in getting out.

Life's been busy
work and school
and quality time with myself all the time.



Secondary school friends
majority of those I know
are so plasticky,
poser,
proclaim your friend,
artificial,
bragger,
most of all, all hypocrite
why they don't take me seriously?
ah who cares
凸（゜皿゜メ） fuck'em all
well my secondary school life's
as good as crap.



I'm always complainin' huh?
be in my shoes you'll know
it is not as simple as it seem
please don't make me give you details
or to explain anything
I hate doing it.
I'm not arsed to make friends anyway,
only for those who are serious.


T-T
Working soon
5pm to 11pm
I already feel like sleeping now.


I feel that I'm inmature in someways.

GOSH!

fake nose?
real nose?
ha!

easy bitsy for me
I can tell if you did a nose job anot.


So tempted to get a nicer chin/jaw line.


Nah, no atificial shit for me.




Now I could still go out without makeup
and still look fine.

I came to say hi,


but it's time to go.



Bye.

In the mood for love.




*笑*



No fate.
Tough luck.




Even if not,



It will



end eventually.

I'm uber beat.
uber uber uber
BEAT

For external & 3D
needs A2 drawing pad,
2 roll of art card
totally pain in the ass to carry.

I've been walking around,
today with a pair of high heel platforms.



Eh...?



Thinking about it,
there is not much activities,
why am I so tired?
memory play back:
pass book to big bird
rushing to meet others at 8:30
but reached at 8:45
Fullerton
drew for 3 hrs
walk all the way to Raffles city shopping mall.
3D at 3pm
cut stupid squares and shapes
7pm end.
7:45 home





Dinner is finally served (T-T)

This can't go on,
I need to sleep
enough sleep.

I'm doing things like a zombie,
everything is so vague and blur to me.




Ever thought of loving someone,
and your truely being loved in return?
Thought of it quite oftenly
recently. . .
whats wrong with me?
is it my motherly instincts overpowering me?
or am I turning into those loser loveholic people. . .
thinking that only male and female relationship only exist,
in this planet.
I do know.
That's why I cherish my parents,
my mum more :P
But the more you love,
it hurts damn much when they say those 'words'.



I'm a person. . .
who will
inflict pain
or doing something harmful to myself,
in any cases emotional 'pain'



First time(I don't mean that),
I always imagine it to be perfect.
Well *笑* I don't think so
a picky person and a perfectionist like me
tough luck.
But anywaes I like guys who are 173cm and above :P
I guess everybody is just too short for me.
Stereotype of tall guys comes with broad shoulders.
I tend to fall for androgynous but
with this really manly personality.
and there is this manly look I can distinguish,
from the others.
I don't care what others think,
love is blind - sometimes



We are in a inperfect world,
no one is perfect
no one is flawless
you have a good family, your family is poor
your family is rich, but is so 'broken'
your beautiful, your personality's shit
your ugly, everyone loves you -depends?
you may have everything and think your
a perfect human being,
well thinking about this it is already a flaw.
humble is the way of life
learn to accommodate and compromise
it's hard to thrive/adapt in this harsh reality
being inflexible is not wise.
In fact being a real fool.

My little stupid theory of mine ends here.

Is it 12am?
Ok here is the photos as promised.
Taken on national day
fireworks seen at my house...







I'm too slow... (T-T)
these are the acceptable ones (T-T)





Oh I made a furry dress for her.

And named her pipi.
Isn't she cute?




*笑*
Postcard done by Inano(a.k.a. Ilario)
So darn...!@#$%&^*!
CUTE!
I like the domo part.



Lecture tomorrow.
Bye

Dragging myself to esplanade,
damn tired.

Slack,
eat eat eat.
Chomping rocks

Homework are piling up
let see what do I have to do,
20 pieces of blind and observation drawing,
8 pieces of internal drawing,
Do artist research
5 pieces of observation drawing.
4 pieces of discriptive drawing + blind + observation
1 piece of sch surrounding drawing
somemore but forgotten.

Ah seesh tomorrow I'll be back.
Working tomorrow, no worries only 4 hrs.
Pay must be saved to finish up my 雅's collection?



Boo!

Omg!!!~~~
Sexy baby is '- - - - - -'
Nice boxers, I see it!
yellow
I love it!~



Queensway was a disappointment
for Iinano and me.
bleah!
we went to Parkway Parades after.
attacks of the colorful singlets!
Bumped into a couple of old classmates.
Dinner and home.





Why is there is many people going after me?
I'm like uber shit like looking.
I'm hard to get so just give up kay?
Thanks!
I will only
I only love 雅-miyavi-
Unless you as good as he is.
BWAHAHAHAHA! Tough luck.

Do you like the song?
This is how I feel towards Miyavi.
*笑*
Come back to reality Hana!

Damn gotta run,
Terror beings...?

I will tell you the amout of homework
I have to do :P

*runs*

I think my earlier post on materialism,
somehow is incorrect. . .maybe?
Well everyone has their own views on stuffs.

I'm going to wear only singlet and surfing shorts
to school everyday from next week onwards.
the weather here is terribly hot.
I can get 10 shade tanner just by standing outside for 30 minutes.
I'm intending to get a new parasol,
since my mum has lost my old one
and it's my favourite one!
Thinking about it.


Sigh I'm uber broke now. . .
What do I do?