it was a sweet dream that could never come true. . .

YUMMY :D

got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind

omgomgomgomgomgomg
my heart goes doki doki when i think abt him.
i was at eunos taking bus 13 home, and i saw a really cute caucasian guy walking up to bus 13 too.
holding the handle bar facing the back exit door,
stand on my left next to me leaning on the metal plate, so basically he was facing at my profile view.
I don't know if he was looking me or what.
for the whole time my heart was doki doki-ing.
I tried to catch a glimpse of him but i was too shy too,
i had a bit of chance, but still failed, he kinda look over then i look straight D:
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
im so in love now ~<3
he is so small and cute like me, i think we would make a really cute couple. *that is if he is single ( >3<)*
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

omgwth he sings damn fast...i tried to learn the lyrics i can't catch the rhythm and i also cant catch my breathe.


WOOO :D

yay mama bought me a strawberry night gown sorta...
i don't have to walk around in undies anymore :D
banzai to mama!
iie lubx eeU gAo gaO wOrxXx <3
wahahaha

music video of the day


i could watch thom yorke wash his face all day....
i think im crazy...

this song makes me think of this song. . .weirdly

"I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter."

yes i copied that from the linkin park song, in the end.

and yes it doesn't even matter.

i guess all the blood sweat and tears doesn't matter at all.

what is effort, something that you can eat? smell? touch? hear? hump on?

i guess you all don't care wahaha.

hana = emo kid? sensitive moron? angsty kid?

guess what i don't give a big slapping fish damn.

insincere, unappreciative, realistic and superficial.

moral of the story, do not help those who do not need your help.

go, go and get lost in your own world.

amitoufo,hallelujah it is finally over. 

SO WE CAN FXXX OFF FROM YOUR LIFE RIGHT?

OOOOH YAY HOW FUN.

i do not owe anyone anything,

im just volunteering,

it's my free will to do whatever i want

btw i did everything myself, did anyone volunteer to help me?

my priorities is much more important than anything else.

finally finshed my powerpoint. thank god. 

i feel tired...shall take 2 hrs break and continue to the morning.

needa prepare my speech.

btw im finally sick again.

flu and cough...nasty...

and sometimes random coughing fits.

it sucks.

oh and to top it off monday i have a presentation at 4pm,

it's a graded thing.

and now i didn't even start doing a shit,

i can't talk well, and worst I have to make myself sound like an intellect.

so there is a lot of research and a lot of thinking to do. i only have less that 24 hours lefttttt.

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT! oh and lets end with a narcissitic. . .

why do i feel so lonely 

everytime when something bad happens?

no where to go, no one to look for, no one to call. . .

walking aimlessly, with cigarettes in my hand.

my head is cracking .

hmm lets see,

i shall paint my room jet black, if not wall papered, victorianish.

single four post bed...if not a intricate metal frame, if not still LOL a matress will do

chandlier lamp + lava lamps for side tables + candles and candle stands

get a mini sound system, so i can blast some music.

a drafting/multi purpose table

curtains to conceal my cupboard. dark red/black/blue velvet.

velvet curtains like said in the above

cherry wood book shelves.

air smell of rose.

picture frame filled walls.

and a clothes stand to hang my clothes, after i use it.

almost my dream bed room...

my dream bed room would have a walk in closet, like the one in sex and the city movie wahahaha!