Shit day

Humans...
Weird creatures,
likes to complicate things.
I was the very unpopular,
yet you hang around.
I know something must be really wrong.
Someone proved me right.
I shan't think about it.
Pointless. Being sensitive again?

Mum...
Love to make big fuss.
Makes me feel like suiciding.
Makes me feel always so depressing.
God, please to take away...
Take away my feelings.
So I won't be in this position anymore.
Emotions just makes us weak.

Regret...
depositting that $100.
For that shoe.
Can't cry over spilled milk.
The feeling of regret is hateful.
Fear.

Drowning myself,
in the loud loud music.
Hoping that it could...
Eat,
eat away the 'pain'.
Chocolates does it help?

Sometimes, I can't help it...I feel so alone.

Kiddes...
Happy New Year...
New year's resolution...
...
Love my parents more
Art school
Best designer
Own label
Make tonnes of money
Bf, a Badboy?
a best friend? Ahaha I shall wait for a long time.
Less deliquent posers on the streets.
Play the guitar and drum well.
Write lyrics and poetry.

That all.
I don't wish to get depressed anymore...