我很累...累? 为什么累? 我很累等着你的来临...

你没到,我也可能被别人接走了... 或许... 根本就没有你...

可能这一辈子我是自己一个人过吧. 我觉得自己真可笑...

我有个完美的家庭, 为什么我还需要你? 怎么期待拥有你...

无聊,无聊, 我真的很无聊. 我好想去撞墙...

i really don't know why i'm thinking of all this kind of crap.
srsly i really hate it, you know like im all so guy crazy.
I srsly damn hate it. i really don't want it,
it's not like i wanna get f---ed(if you know what i mean).
maybe it's nature? the hormones?
maybe the fear of loneliness is driving me crazy.
longing for that someone to give me what my parents can't give.
oh shudafookap.

*does that mean that im not in a relationship makes me immature?*