i think i've been acting foolishly this few months,
being delusional.
i can't gurantee if you all dislike me or what.
the aura you produced.
but i can feel, im a living human after all.
though byegones are byegones, you all always stand by her side.
hey well if it is what it is, i'll leave and pretend nothing has happened.
well i won't "die" without all of you.
there is much more people much more eager to be with me.
do you think your that great? yeah sure your size is great.


you know what's the really sad thing i really feel that shuang and me have a good connection but then in your opinion she is much more better than me, so well go ahead and don't look back because you have left my life. Because if you ever need me again I won't be there for you every again. But I really thank you for all your help. It does not mean we aren't friends anymore or whatever you think it's just i'm less willing to hang out with you like in the past.


the problem with people is they take me lightly, taking me for granted. Maybe to them I do not have a place of a human being, but well they are not a human being too.


oh yeah if you think I mentioned you. Not happy with it? I'm not bothered i am not bored to make everyone happy or always being so compromising(though i am always like that). This is my blog i do what i like. If your not happy reading it don't read, easy as that, you aren't dumb right? Oh i bet your english standards are not high enough to read what i've just written. Oh sad isn't it? BO HUHU~ cry all you want. As always im not bothered.

hapyp birthday my sweet shuang.

colorful isn't it?

Hokkaido ice cream kicks ass.