i think i've been acting foolishly this few months,
being delusional.
i can't gurantee if you all dislike me or what.
the aura you produced.
but i can feel, im a living human after all.
though byegones are byegones, you all always stand by her side.
hey well if it is what it is, i'll leave and pretend nothing has happened.
well i won't "die" without all of you.
there is much more people much more eager to be with me.
do you think your that great? yeah sure your size is great.


you know what's the really sad thing i really feel that shuang and me have a good connection but then in your opinion she is much more better than me, so well go ahead and don't look back because you have left my life. Because if you ever need me again I won't be there for you every again. But I really thank you for all your help. It does not mean we aren't friends anymore or whatever you think it's just i'm less willing to hang out with you like in the past.


the problem with people is they take me lightly, taking me for granted. Maybe to them I do not have a place of a human being, but well they are not a human being too.


oh yeah if you think I mentioned you. Not happy with it? I'm not bothered i am not bored to make everyone happy or always being so compromising(though i am always like that). This is my blog i do what i like. If your not happy reading it don't read, easy as that, you aren't dumb right? Oh i bet your english standards are not high enough to read what i've just written. Oh sad isn't it? BO HUHU~ cry all you want. As always im not bothered.

hapyp birthday my sweet shuang.

colorful isn't it?

Hokkaido ice cream kicks ass.

lets see....

2D
-finish up 32 pieces stupid sketches,color thumbnails.
-finish up 2D final piece development
-finish up 2d final piece

3D
- finish up wind structure
- do artist research kinetic structure
- paste all documentations in sketch book

fashion specializm
- finish all drawings and painting(very very hard work)
- start development.
- Do up 3D shoe design
- 3D Examine the work, methods, materials and intentions of your chosen artist/designer by drawing, photocopying, painting, blah blah blah.
- start making shoe

others
- start in internal final piece.
- research for internal
- paste all experimented art pieces.
- clay class finish final clay sculpture
- finish rubbing sketches
- paste documentation of plaster class
- paste photos taken during photography class.





suddenly i feel so tired.......but yet i feel like can't sleep today.
It's not that i can't sleep it's i can't sleep.




2 1/2 more weeks to assesement.

oh btw my ceiling....

my parents didn't find out wahaha :P



this is the strawberry print dress im talking about :)
love it alot.

good morning, yesterday's photography rocked.


how are you doing? i hope you feel normal by now. not being good with words, i am as always.



i think it's time for me to build up on my vocab.
it's really bad that im always using such simple words.



why am i always thinking of boys?
is it because, coming of age? trying to seek a way outta my solitude?
I dislike the way i am now. always thinking.


actually i really like being single, friends are much better to be with,
well depends.



maybe im just confused.



troubles sleeing,
is leaving me.
thank God.

photoshoot was fun.
as always.


I stink ok.

im still suffering from a really traumatic situation earlier on...

when i was melting wax for experimenting my art piece. . . being impaitent to wait for the fire(in the kitchen of course) wax to melt i went off doing stuffs like computer, and continue on my art works. . . Forgetting about it, I left it there for about twenty mintues when i hear splattering, sizzling sound, of course i know where to run to. Damn, my kitchen is smoke filled. . .Turning off the fire, the container like SUDDENLY burst into flames, i was then like what do i do? I took a kettle of water and pour it down and you know what? I BURST INTO A HUGE MUSHROOM LIKE FLAME. I was stunned and was starring at it, thank God the flame went off. And btw, my ceiling has 'stains' from the smoke and murshoom flame.

This is the most traumatizing thing i ever encountered in my life.
I though i would burnt down the house. (T-T)

To people living in Singapore...Never ever, ever subscribe to singnet internet, in just a day it could disconnect 1~10 times. Sucks!!! Claiming to be a dedicated line...BULLSHIT. My friends also have this fished up problem. When they change to starub, the lag and disconnection is gone.

So beautiful as always, I am. XD

Oh and radioactive water, drink it and you'll mutate into a giant alien.

Oh and KFC advertistment sucks.

good morning.

oh and. . .
i'll stop speaking,
well i'll try my best.
!@#$%&^* vulgarities anymore...
hopefully.

habits are hard to change but at least im taking the first step

Finally i got it done up quite nicely. . . not intending to change it for the next 3 years(maybe?). But anyway, I beached my hair...it look hideous well i did it without anyone's help, so save myself from embrassment i dyed it red...Subtly red. I love the bleach and hair dye, the mixtures smell so good like as if i could eat em. do u see the strawberry print cloth? I love that dress alot, I shall show it to you someday.

hope you love it.

nobody can find me...
now.

haha fashion specialism.





bye losers
hello cuties...





bye bye miyavi.

Lets make this baby shine again.

pssst... the water got on to the bottom...



I love the color of this building.(minus the purple.)



My periods are here again...
shit.