awww
how sad no one visit my blog anymore,
well just hope friends would drop by
drop me a message or two.

I don't care if strangers visit or not,
I'm ain't a exbitionist.

the biggest reason of keeping this blog,
is mainly myself.
though my life is pretty boring and typical,
but it's nice to keep a memo.
cuz' my brain can't store everything.

I frequent read my friends blogs.
Maybe i'm being nosy/busy body
i just want to be updated.


NONCHALANT.
Yes I should be nonchalant.
why care so much for others?
when they do not care for you?
Even give a fuck shit thought for you?


I find myself constantly searching
for a best friend, even now i still do.
thinking about it I find myself really stupid.
just too fucking stupid.
Like some kindergarten or pri school kid.
Did I grow up yet?


hope that one day I would not feel lonely anymore.



Can't wait for movie on monday :P