whats the one of the most irritating thing?
computer lagging
typing a sentence is like never before.
when your typing the tenth word,
the first two word is only shown.
listening to music is also like never before.
when it starts to lag, your music plays like a distored music cd,
it sucks horribly.
the worst shit is,
surfing through the net,
i don't wanna elaborate futher.
just infurates me.


my pops is a control freak,
he puts timmer on the computer
not allowing me to use after 11:30pm
when I go out I must reach home by 12 midnight.
ok, the time to come home is reasonable.
but the most asswiping thing is that he always have this
grumpy, grouchy, i-am-not-listeing to you face,
the i-am-not-listening not just a face he really just ignores wtf you say.
he treats you like as if your not there.
plus other little stuffs that adds up
at least I have a mum who is very understanding,
but sometimes...
as a typical only child girl from a average family living
on this tropical island near the equator called Singapore.
my life is pretty screwed.



but at least indulging myself in
miyavi,
life is much more livelier.
i know i know you think I have no life.
but heck whatever.
of course friends are also plays a huge part in my life.
I do not need like a dozen of friends
one for two is enough
as long as they understands and know what your thinking.
I'm still currently finding.
im just really thankful to get to know the friends
i have.


you don't have to understand me.
as long as i understand myself.
thats what it matters.



photoshoot was really fun
get to know really interesting new peeps.

*this is really candid .picture by Geraki.

window shopping with maple princess resulted in hair clip mini shopping spree.
cheese hotdogs from chippy is our favourite!

Whats for dinner?
Let's have desserts for dinner :)

ma made this, she

I made the pink ones on the right
peach + strawberry
ma helped me with the yellow-orange.
mango + peach

looks nasty? It's fruit salad.
some people just don't like it,
it's good minus the soggy apple part.

HAH i made this all myself.
sushies anyone?


shit, every one knows
about the random thing i have for my lecturer.
geez, it was just a random thought.
booo.
who cares.

I'm too tired too care,
i have to meet xaviera tomorrow.
i have to wash up from head to toe.
feel like dozing off.

where's maple princess?

I have a body of a 19 year old,
yet a brain of a 10/30 year old.
but most of the time, i act like im 10.
i don't want to grow up,
time is passing just too fast.
it's scary to think about the future,
but it can be exciting.
paradoxical isn't it?

bbq party.
wooties & yayness.

will update the day after tomorrow.

I predict I will be tipsy by 10.

nice weekend, with ma.
online shopping alot recently.

blog's pretty much done,
just some navigating shit needed to be done.
i'm going BROKE!
I'm still funding miyavi.
GOSH whats wrong with me.

facelifting,
everything will be ugly.
check back in a day or two.

ordered shoes!~
can't wait to get them.

Oh my gaddess!
Just too cute.
Cats rule.

OMG WTF!
Jesus Christ!
Cheesy couple kissing photo.
Grosses everybody out.
he's like and she's like, eeeeu.
ok just too fugly.

*photo taken down too sinful, if your curious click ->here<-*

i know this photo destroys my blog

miyavi fan mail sent.

It's time for a face lift.

awww
how sad no one visit my blog anymore,
well just hope friends would drop by
drop me a message or two.

I don't care if strangers visit or not,
I'm ain't a exbitionist.

the biggest reason of keeping this blog,
is mainly myself.
though my life is pretty boring and typical,
but it's nice to keep a memo.
cuz' my brain can't store everything.

I frequent read my friends blogs.
Maybe i'm being nosy/busy body
i just want to be updated.


NONCHALANT.
Yes I should be nonchalant.
why care so much for others?
when they do not care for you?
Even give a fuck shit thought for you?


I find myself constantly searching
for a best friend, even now i still do.
thinking about it I find myself really stupid.
just too fucking stupid.
Like some kindergarten or pri school kid.
Did I grow up yet?


hope that one day I would not feel lonely anymore.



Can't wait for movie on monday :P

i woke up
and saw my don ed hardy t shirt
stuck to my the window
raining, gone bad
the wind is so strong
blew all my clothes to
small green moutain.
my clothes flew in one slightly curved line.
seemed like a beautiful painting.
the kitchen has shifted in its place.
outside my bedroom.
with a door to a ghetto balcony.