Tried and tired,
how do I get to 33kg?
A meal per day.
Why just can't?

WHY?!

I've decided.
Only take.
1 apple for everymeal,
everyday.
No apples at home,
not going to take meals then.

So guity,
taking dinner.

Jogging tomorrow morning!
7kg to go for me.

Photo taking for tomorrow,
gonna meet Ilala-chan at 9am.

I need,
a whack to my head.
Bring me back to reality.
Ain't gonna see him,
he is after all in such a huge country.
Even if...
I stay at Amagasaki city.
I wouldn't have a chance.
It's way big.
He's a celebrity
I'm just an ordinary stupid girl.

Dream,
I even dream of him.
Why did it have to end so sadly?
Woke up almost crying.

Please wake me.
From this.
I'm denying from reality too long.