Shit day

Humans...
Weird creatures,
likes to complicate things.
I was the very unpopular,
yet you hang around.
I know something must be really wrong.
Someone proved me right.
I shan't think about it.
Pointless. Being sensitive again?

Mum...
Love to make big fuss.
Makes me feel like suiciding.
Makes me feel always so depressing.
God, please to take away...
Take away my feelings.
So I won't be in this position anymore.
Emotions just makes us weak.

Regret...
depositting that $100.
For that shoe.
Can't cry over spilled milk.
The feeling of regret is hateful.
Fear.

Drowning myself,
in the loud loud music.
Hoping that it could...
Eat,
eat away the 'pain'.
Chocolates does it help?

Sometimes, I can't help it...I feel so alone.