Shit

You wanna know how I feel now?
I'm feeling like a shit...
Work...
Parents..
Etc...
Everything to me now I see it as a pain in the ass...
"Hang on." I must say to myself everyday. Quit? Hell yeah! Contradicting feelings.
Parent's favourite word -> "NO!."
You can blabber all you want saying parents are good and stuffs.
Don't ask me to put myself in their shoe, how about me ain't I human too? I have a mind and feelings, I'm aint dead yet.
Female, the problem lies that because I'm just a female right?
Rape,molested,sold,ho,crack ho,slavery?
Female population is always the victim.
Dick...I need a dick to get the freedom I always longed for?
Damn why ain't I borned a male?
Now I'm thinking going for a sex change...Is that possible?
Being a female isn't easy at all...
Love, Being beautiful, social circle...etc.

-bath break-

*Runs out towel wrapped*
Cold day, huh?
Sure it is...
Tomorrow?
What do I do? I shall go with the flow.
Swimming.
Must get that finger guard!

Going to bed soon...
Shit, my hair smells like food...