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New background, new music...How you guys like it? Well I love it very much of course, featuring my hyde and one of my favourite song. Damn I sound like some kid...Yuck...Anyway, man I'm freaking happy, this is the hmmm 4th or 5th blog background I've done by myself, eh ok nothing to boast about. Alot of people nowdays make their own blogskins...Oh well back to my own life, I've very important exams on going now, yet I'm still taking it in my pace still not studying and all...It's like a person who seeks death therefore does not afraid of death anymore, yeah this is something similar to my case. I've been failing so much I don't fear failing anymore, ok I know this is bad...Well it's too late now, take it with the flow...There is always other time yeah? I know you guys maybe thinking, man you changed very much since when your in sec 1 or primary school and maybe a little disgusted or having bad feelings about me. I've got nothing to say, I don't mean to say that everybody is mean or what so ever, I know how people feel...They might have thought that I've become a wild child or something. Well people changes, anyway I was never a wild child and never will be, I never liked being wild...Yeah my personality is never wild but I wild with my dressing, don't worry I will always be me. I will always be the same old person. It's just that, I really do not have the talents in studying I find it really a pain in the ass, but of course art was never a pain in the ass, words can't describe my love for art. Now all I can try to achieve is to try to get into an art school after this complicated crap O level exam, my childhood dream was to be a designer until now...A dream is a dream, my mom doesn't support me not that she's being mean or what, she just wants me to get a course and finally a job which could fill my rice bowl. Anyway it is really tough to be in the fashion industry these days especially in Singapore...Here is like there is no room for creativity, ok if I'm wrong here correct me ok...I'm so uptight now, really don't know what to do...Oh well thats life, nothing ever goes your way...

So ok take care for now