Thanks for the 'present'

I know some of the things I did was wrong...BUT for God's sake I am going to be 17 soon and sooner I'll be 21...I know if stuffs I did was correct or wrong, I know also I need some help on the way too...But you gotta understand me things now are getting more and more complicated...It is not like in the past now, nothing is the same anymore...I know it is wrong of me to go out till so late in the moring but I really had somewhat of a great time with my classmates, just for this time won't you even let me? I know you all have the responsiblity to keep my safe and all but can you give me a little space? Anyway, I love the 'present' gave I am so 'happy' and now I just wanna cry, I hope to receive this shit next year too...You all must as well just forget my birthday...I know I maybe just a birthday nothing much or special it is just a day to remeber that I was borned...Argh who cares...I don't give a shit now...I really dislike my dad I don't know why he constantly wanna find troubles with me...So authoritative...My mum keeps nagging me with exaggerating stuffs...Can't you all just give me a break?