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Change my blog's background, quite happy with it except the background music though I did not wanted it to be forbidden love...I wanted it to be either READY STEADY GO!, Spirit Dreams Inside or The Reason...I tried all the codes but it all does not seem to work even though I got help from a friend. Hope I will get it fixed...Got pissed of today by the people in msn, most from my school friends group...They feel like replying then reply or just like keep quiet or what so ever, alittle attitude like...plus argh don't wanna say anymore making me mad! Or am I being too sensitive about it? I know sometimes they are busy try to understand...But their attitude !~;`@"_#$-%^&*()+=! I think I better chill down... Forget it...Anyway earlier on I read through my old blog archive, I find what I have written is really ridiculous, embrassing and stupid...Tomorrow I am going out with Muii to window shop, hope it's gonna be fun...Nah we will have a very good time! Muii is the only few people who will want to hang out with me, giving the attention a friend needs...A person to share thoughts and secrets and also a very fun person to be with unlike many of the people I know, she's the only handful people with great personalities I know. They are the few people who makes me feel that my existance is worth while, I really thank God for having them as my friend. But she like my best friend is really busy with their stuffs, hardly can hang out together...That is why I still feel lonely still...Maybe soon I will feel numb to that...