Finally I got over it...This is my finally got over ok...And due to lots of complications, I really see him through and I think he is mean. I did not mean it that way, because its my habit of typing that...I ended it like that... Actually I meant another meaning and I am always not good with words, I wanted to tell him but...I do not have a chance to...So I guess it is the end of it! To forget him and to keep him away from my mind I deleted him away from my Msn contacts! YAY! So...Today can be a quite interesting day to me, someone confessed that he likes me. So anyway, I would like to be friend but not into BGR relationship because relationship is very complicated...And I never had a first love, so my first love I want it to be perfect. I know there ain't perfect I think it is more of ideal for me...And most of all friends last forever unlike BG relationships it start happily and ends sadly and awkardly most of the time yea? To my opinion...I'm drinking beer now hmmm...Don't worry it has very little percentage of alcohol in it! Anyway felt more happy this year making new friends like Neal and the Salty Boy! I don't know why I feel so good?! Heh heh! By the way went out with Muii and had lots of fun! But due to the time constrain I had to go early, we had Sake Sushi's Buffet and ate alot, seriously alot!~ I can't take dinner after that hah! Wish me luck for a better tomorrow!