Time

Many many things happen very fast this week, probably more of good stuffs happening in my life but at the same time here are also bad stuffs...Just now went out with some friends out to city area. Had lotsa fun, taking neoprints and and karaoke session though taking neoprints is rather stuffy...Towards the guy I perviously had a crush on for a very long time...I totally got over him, he got some kind of attitude problem too weird to explain. Geez...I have wasted 2 years of my youth on him should have got over him a long time ago instead now...Made more friends now life for me is so-so, but there is still lots of things I hope I can fufill for now...For now I hope I could contact Jack again and secondly the most important I hope my best friend could get over someone and move on, it really hurts me to see her like this, she in a very weakling state, very depress and very sad no words can explain how she feels...I hope I could torture and kill that bloody fucking two timming bastard. Because of this kind of guys makes the world male population superbly degraded, they behaves more like an animal than human...More like dogs...So...Now what I can do is just to console her and be by her side and also to pray for her, but I always seemed so terribly useless she is as sad and depress as always...I think I am as useless as good as trash...I am getting weird these days, I am beginning to fall in love with Jazz, Big Band music and also the fashion style from the morden retro era mostly from the after before world war and after world war II period. Bye...