Today is another normal day for me...Nothing special...But today is a special day for me, I believed in the Lord. I got all my doubts and unanswered questions answers and finally all my prayers are also answered too. Death,God,God's existance, the people, the faith and hell. Today I felt something I never felt before in my whole life(except for the four years ago from today), I am re-written in the book of life...I am officially Lord's Child, my years of prayers finally paid up. Now I am no more afraid of death, death has been something which really really scares me when I am thinking of it. I used to think that I live in this earth with temporary existance, when death comes and take me it is just like a full stop after every last page of the book, nothing and nothing comes after it. Anyway, I went to a Christmas Party at my Dicken's house he sorta enlightened me and put my faith in Lord back in. When I entered his house I felt really bliss and peaceful...After repenting my sins and all that I felt like a new person again...I felt those 'things' are gone when I went home...Because I grew up in a 'abnormal' family that is why I felt seasoned and not feared all along. Now all those bad thoughts and evil stuff are like really gone I felt really purified now, no words can really explain my feeling now...