Gone all gone

Christmas dosen't feel like Christmas anymore...Don't have the nostalgic happy feeling, the feeling of love,peace,joy and hope. I wonder what is missing thsi year...Maybe my fourth aunt is not present this year or lack of preparations or just the atmostphere. Anyway this Christmas I got a Epson print-scanner, and almost a digital camera. Soon very, I am getting one,I think I am getting either DSC-M1 or DSC-T3 or DSC-V3 cybershot sony digital camera probably on my birthday...Anyway I wonder what is my tone chatting online...Mean or Rude? I don't mean it, I am not good with words, you can just call me stupid. Sometimes too busybody too asking too much , I asked my ex-calssmate where she's going and all the others...Hope they understand I'm not trying to compare or what I am just curious...Felt really happy giving out my presents to my cousin and aunt and also reciving, hope they will enjoy what I gave them. Going for Chinese New Year shopping tomorrow, getting a yukata or a kimono for a change. Going to sleep now can't stand it any much longer. Guten Nighto!~