Toasted...

I guess, I will be in deep shit, super toasted + dead meat tomorrow...I did not take my art preliminary exam as I know I am gonna flunk it because I did not do the prepartory work and I have lost the exam paper. And also because due to the canvas work I did not have enough time to prepare for anything.. So anyway today I gave myself a break I did not go to school, and I came over to my aunt's house. After chatting with my classmate "Randy Orten" he said that the teacher in-charge Mr Ong shouted and scold at some of my classmate although he anyhow do the paper, then those did not take art went to the library to talk to the vice principal about going to Sec 5 or to ITE and also to call up parents to sign some optional form thing. Today, I almost "fainted" hearing this....What do I do? Geez all my fault, I guess tomorrow my parents will be real angry with me with what I do. I hate myself for what I have done, I am really stupid repeating this stupid history again and again...But not exactly same history. Argh! Whatever...Tomorrow I'll have to face the music...Wish me luck then ok? Although I feel alittle shaky and blah blah...


Oh anyway, my friend Jueru introduced me to a guy...named something something bear bear I guess. I know she's for my good, wanting me to let go of him giving bear a chance as he is also a good guy. But I just can't sorry...But really thanks thanks alot...This show that you care, I am really happy...But i just can't let go, I am just too afraid of the consequences if I really did tell him how I feel.