don't talk about it.
i blew it.


Look on the bright side,
I got 2 more months to finish
what i've started.

going swimming someday.

when i look into the mirror...
I saw the most hideous thing...
ON MY FACE!
not one, two or three but...
a SWAM of PIMPLES!

Thanks to 3 days without enough sleep.
And fuck period hormonal change.

I won't be sleeping today.
i can see pimples coming.

addicted.



never knew that I would end up liking
korean drama.
good storyline.
but reading up female lead's past
it destroyed her adorable vibrant image.
use to be some a spice girl like korean girl band.
reality destroys fantasies.

Manga's much better.
It is in its 'purest' form.

Joo Ji Hoon is hot though.

so cool, cool as ice.
sexy.




Oh yeah
I have mastered the way of tying the butterfly obi

ROFL!
I was not wearing a yukata
but singlet and short shorts.

don't talk about homework.
but anyway here's some stuffs
I did.

For internal drawing class.


. . .MYVacholic.

Photoshop class.


For last lesson...
played with photobooth again.
bleh!



wu and you know who.

apple doll.

octopus

eye gouging

long neck syndrome.

thick lips.


thats my wonderful life.

does touching stuff makes u cry?
I do,
im not as hard as i am sometimes.
feels horrible to cry.


Oh i finished my photoshop heh!


ALOT of homework to go.

ive wasted 3hrs,
playing with photoshop aimlessly.
only one pathetic layer.
16 more to go.
wth am I going to do?

ok im way tired.
good night. . .
oops
good morning. . .

fish haze.
im having flu symtomps
*sneezes*

carbon monoxide, sulphur dioxide
no nitrogen dioxide?

I can't smell anymore,
but i can smell my snort.

HAH.
at least i've been doing homework.
but...very slowly

oh anyway here a drawing of my,
good friend.

okok i know it looks bad.
and anime-rish,
give me a break.
I'm just a noob.

End of days is near, beware.


North Korea's Nuclear blah blah.
Oil in countries is using up.
Global warming.
Bird flu.
To top it off,
the haze.

Good luck.
Peace and Love everybody.

Whenever I look around
and find that your not there
my heart aches in disappointment
Do you know
I'm missing you badly?


I miss your voice,
so firm yet so tender
whispering to me
I feel so secure.


I miss your face,
Smile ever so genial
Never fail to hearten my day.
Your smile sweeps me off my feet,
Overwhelming me


The chill of the autumn’s night’s breeze
Collide onto me,
Reminds me of the emptiness
Of you not being here
My heart is filled with sorrow,
A thousand words can’t explain


For you
My heart beats faster
Sometimes leaving me breathless.
I miss you
this 3 words is not enough for me to say.


So please my love
My darling. . .



AI TING
COME TO SCHOOL.
DON’T FALL SICK AGAIN.

I've been wasting 82 hours wasting time.
Doing nothing
seriously nothing
I really don't know where to start
it seem like
everything is a pain in the ass to do.



My injured toe nail is cracking,
and i ripped of the nail the other day.
the blood in the middle isn't dried yet
rather soft can be scraped off,
some of the blood got stuck with the ripped of nails.
there's another nail growing below the injured part

I know it's gross,
but it's intriguing don't you think?

I know im disgusting,
the ripped of nails with blood
caked blood.


Blood's dried now.
toe look ugly. (=_=)

is my new t shirt nice?


love love and me heh.
photoshop classes is full photo taking,
and boring lectures.

Andy Warhol made this for me.


a little liberated
from never ending fearful thoughts
thanks dad, but no thanks.

More size 3 shoes please.

seriously up yours,
don't like you anymore.
tootsie dork!

love love, i promise you.
but i hope things would not go so bad
I couldn't control again.

I love you and all of you.
though i know you all
for the past 2 months(plus minus)

I feel like i knew you since aeons ago.
Never knew i could make friends again.
you all made me feel so loved,
the reason to wake up in the morning
eagerly want to come to school.


Love love love all of you my 4 honey darling baby girls.

i didn't sleep at all,
stayed up doing homework
but it seemed like only 3% done.

my arm is 'decorated' with
stripes of raspberry syrup.

painful yet satisfying.

damn i learnt to know
my life is pretty faggoty.

who cares
as long as my friends accepts for who i am.
life itself is faggoty

Now i know whats that feeling,
butterfly in my stomach.

i hate it. . .actually.
=_=
it suck.



yaya your voice is so sexy.
I love you :P

I'm worried sick for you now.
please let me know nothing is wrong.
I want to know nothing is wrong.
your the most important person
I don't want to lose
I promise that I wouldn't drink again.






i really hate to admit it that
I have a
rush of feeling when i see you,
who cares how i feel
I'm just another insignificant person
one sided love.
solitaire love.

totally hate it.

only time could make it fade away

Sorry for the inconvenience
you know who you are and I owe you all.
heh.
nice flen flen.


HAH yesterday i cried my hearts out,
with ma.
I love ma alot.
you know right.


DAMN HANGOVERS,
I feel drunk still,
dizzy heady.
feels like throwing up still.
damn even i think even if i fart, it's gonna smell like
some alcohol drinks i drank last night.
ROFL.
MY STOMACH is churning.
*burbs*


ahhhh shit im going to work.
mama coming over to see me and then
out for dinner :P