I love rainy days...

2009-07-09T14:55:00.002+08:00

wassup with lians lians these days,

trying to be cool on their blogs

typing all those jargon shits. . .

but nevertheless they entertain and amuse me

especially their camwhoring pictures

it's always at an angle, same angle, similar pose, similar spasm lip, similar fingering

the best part is they all look similar :O

im sososososososo lethargic, more lian lian blog pleassse lol.

2009-06-17T15:38:00.004+08:00

one week in malaysia. . .

2009-03-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

EPICCCC PIC OF THE DAYYYYYY!!!!

thanks usagi for the pic!~

2009-03-10T07:51:00.001+08:00

just when life is going to be good, smooth sailing all sunny and nice.
people like you parents just screws the fuck up.

2009-03-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

wow crap i think i''ve really forgotten about blogger...
I've move on, on to livejournal...
i'll be taking my time to update
but anyway i don't think anyone is bothered to check out this blog
so yea.
whatever.
my life is good.
so see you.

PS3

2008-12-31T03:49:00.003+08:00

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES I GOT MY PS3
and was playing the games my dad's colleague lend him...
Call of Duty 4... I can't believe im playing war games...
I felt they were not my thing and boring, i played and... it is ok
it just make me pukey, motion sickness...
shall post up an otaku picture of me soon WAHAHA!
BE PREPARED!

2008-12-24T03:41:00.001+08:00

i feel like crying listening to this song.

2008-12-15T04:19:00.001+08:00

I'VE BEEN SEARCHING THIS FOR AGES.......

WAHAHAHA did i shocked you?

2008-11-30T04:33:00.002+08:00

soundtrack of my life..

guess what

ok my life isn't that bad...

2008-11-28T03:01:00.004+08:00

Here are some appalling hideous stuffs for 2008

wow what a nice combo, are u colour blind or what?

i'll rather put on a potato sack and go out.

the lady in turquoise and black, WORST HAIR I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

it can be a really good nest for some birds or chickens.

2008-11-27T01:59:00.003+08:00

guys in the running in my hot list(in no particular order)...

Matthew Gray Gubler
Archie Kao
Jack Yang
Yoshiki Hayashi
Bret Harrison
Eric Szmanda
Ian Somerhalder

guys out(sorry...).

miyavi(but i still love his voice)
HYDE(same for him, he is sexy for his voice :D)
Kim Jae Wook
Dennis O' Neil

2008-11-18T03:27:00.001+08:00

it's going to be a happy day later.

2008-11-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

WOOO was bored and blog stalked and found this shit. and did it.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmm whatever...

2008-11-15T04:36:00.001+08:00

wooo over, what a nice day.

tomorrow there is more to come :D

2008-11-07T03:31:00.001+08:00

damn today isnt a productive day...

2008-11-05T21:52:00.007+08:00

i've just ate an amphibian...
how can i be a part time vegan when i can't stop eating meat...
damn i must stock up on tofus, and really make myself eat them everyday.

how i wish im fair like what i used to be, so friggin tanned now...

i need to scrub my skin more...

it's hard to take things from face value or by what a person says.

sometimes the truth is hidden somewhere out there for you to seek.

oh yeah i've found it but i just can't gurantee it.

it's rather disappointing that such a fun, talented, attractive person is like this.

i don't care with what ever theory he/she have, i think it's uber lame.

whatever...

i still like u a lot, can't stop myself...

flaws in you i ignore it.

爱屋及乌。

it's stupid, and not right.

2008-11-04T04:01:00.004+08:00

@#%$%E%DR%&^*&(&
anyone wanna volunteer helping me with my assignments?
:DDDDD
inexchange i'll give you my virgin kiss LMAO
hmm or my clothes making service,
or i dunno...

2008-11-02T02:40:00.003+08:00

haha thinking abt it again i feel sad...
but just too bad.
i like you but i dun think you like me.
not fated? lol.
im human afterall...
i need someone to stand still with me. . .

2008-10-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

it was a sweet dream that could never come true. . .

2008-10-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

YUMMY :D

2008-10-21T22:37:00.001+08:00

got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind
got a devil's haircut in my mind

2008-10-18T00:50:00.004+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomg
my heart goes doki doki when i think abt him.
i was at eunos taking bus 13 home, and i saw a really cute caucasian guy walking up to bus 13 too.
holding the handle bar facing the back exit door,
stand on my left next to me leaning on the metal plate, so basically he was facing at my profile view.
I don't know if he was looking me or what.
for the whole time my heart was doki doki-ing.
I tried to catch a glimpse of him but i was too shy too,
i had a bit of chance, but still failed, he kinda look over then i look straight D:
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
im so in love now ~<3
he is so small and cute like me, i think we would make a really cute couple. *that is if he is single ( >3<)*
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-10-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

omgwth he sings damn fast...i tried to learn the lyrics i can't catch the rhythm and i also cant catch my breathe.

WOOO :D

2008-10-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

yay mama bought me a strawberry night gown sorta...
i don't have to walk around in undies anymore :D
banzai to mama!
iie lubx eeU gAo gaO wOrxXx <3
wahahaha

2008-10-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

music video of the day

i could watch thom yorke wash his face all day....
i think im crazy...

2008-10-14T03:12:00.000+08:00

this song makes me think of this song. . .weirdly

2008-10-12T01:34:00.006+08:00

"I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter."

yes i copied that from the linkin park song, in the end.

and yes it doesn't even matter.

i guess all the blood sweat and tears doesn't matter at all.

what is effort, something that you can eat? smell? touch? hear? hump on?

i guess you all don't care wahaha.

hana = emo kid? sensitive moron? angsty kid?

guess what i don't give a big slapping fish damn.

insincere, unappreciative, realistic and superficial.

moral of the story, do not help those who do not need your help.

go, go and get lost in your own world.

amitoufo,hallelujah it is finally over.

SO WE CAN FXXX OFF FROM YOUR LIFE RIGHT?

OOOOH YAY HOW FUN.

2008-10-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

i do not owe anyone anything,

im just volunteering,

it's my free will to do whatever i want

btw i did everything myself, did anyone volunteer to help me?

my priorities is much more important than anything else.

finally finshed my powerpoint. thank god.

i feel tired...shall take 2 hrs break and continue to the morning.

needa prepare my speech.

2008-10-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

btw im finally sick again.

flu and cough...nasty...

and sometimes random coughing fits.

it sucks.

oh and to top it off monday i have a presentation at 4pm,

it's a graded thing.

and now i didn't even start doing a shit,

i can't talk well, and worst I have to make myself sound like an intellect.

so there is a lot of research and a lot of thinking to do. i only have less that 24 hours lefttttt.

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT! oh and lets end with a narcissitic. . .

2008-10-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

why do i feel so lonely

everytime when something bad happens?

no where to go, no one to look for, no one to call. . .

walking aimlessly, with cigarettes in my hand.

my head is cracking .

2008-10-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

hmm lets see,

i shall paint my room jet black, if not wall papered, victorianish.

single four post bed...if not a intricate metal frame, if not still LOL a matress will do

chandlier lamp + lava lamps for side tables + candles and candle stands

get a mini sound system, so i can blast some music.

a drafting/multi purpose table

curtains to conceal my cupboard. dark red/black/blue velvet.

velvet curtains like said in the above

cherry wood book shelves.

air smell of rose.

picture frame filled walls.

and a clothes stand to hang my clothes, after i use it.

almost my dream bed room...

my dream bed room would have a walk in closet, like the one in sex and the city movie wahahaha!

2008-09-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

i just realised my last post was no. 444

. . . . . . .

i srsly need to get my cheque.

2008-09-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

it's sad, most of the time i got close to someone

i'll lose them in the end.

does the problem lies in me or in them?

i seriously abhor those who are going around pretending to be the victim,

tainting names of those who are truly innocent.

taint my name all you want, i don't really care.

the truth is out there, i'm not afraid.

as long as i know im true to everyone thats all it matters.

it's your choice to believe me, or not believe the others.

i don't give a flying flower fuck about it.

oh btw don't forget karma hit twice as hard, have fun!

again... contradicting

2008-09-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

Harmony Korine's Mister Lonely

someone watch this flick with meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

some crazy shit from today

for fashion assignment, we went to n.u.m. to try out the collection of bikinis

sorry guys i wont be uploading my chui body up here wahaha!

if i did that. . .

i think scrutinizing spammage will be 10 pages full.

2008-09-17T00:54:00.007+08:00

Do not judge a book by it's cover my parents always reminds me.

it takes time for people's true colors to surface out.

i don't give a fuck damned, if someone/some people taints my name.

because eventually the truth will speak for itself.

contradicting isnt it?

if i say i don't give a damn why is even this post here.

i guess i needed somewhere to rant to.

pathetic me.

i smell something fishy...

please please please people don't call my name when you see him thanks.

i will deeply appreciate you all don't do that. =D

2008-09-16T03:52:00.004+08:00

ok 好！可能我不把这博科给丢了，我该好好利用这博科给大家带来一些些的娱乐~

在回家的路上感到一点点呕吐也感到头晕，朋友们，我没怀孕谢谢！

嘿，我们好像发现了你的秘密喔！

你忘了，我们也是'stalkers' too.

anyway i feel like a sucker.

我的体高真没用。

~~...我可爱的心胀小姐，请你不在有小小的跳动了谢谢！~~

以前都没跳动过，

我好傻`好无聊。
我该戒烟了，重新再来的日子也即将来领。
好期待！

我突然好想剪头发

Ｍｙｌｅｓ　ｉｓ　ｇａｙ．．．　（Ｔ～Ｔ）

．．．ｇａｙｓ　ａｒｅ　ｈｏｔ！　：Ｄ

2008-09-13T03:15:00.001+08:00

my model list...

#1 Matthew Gray Gubler (obsessed about him <3)

#2 Myles Pimental

2008-09-09T20:05:00.005+08:00

i find this blog utterly pointless, im gonna close it down and only use the livejournal one

wahaha! have fun people.

im gonna alienate myself from everyone...

except people in school, and my handful of gorgeous friends.

2008-09-09T02:39:00.004+08:00

again hana, please reflect on the word nonchalance.
dont feel affected. . . it's purely foolish. . .
if you need somewhere to rant you know there is another blog.
the show must go on. . .

*oh btw people you wanna know what i am so feeling shitty for add me as a friend on livejournal,
it's only post for friends. . . TOO BAD

2008-09-05T04:59:00.002+08:00

i spend fucking 2 hours doing up hair extensions...

uber tired ok... and because i cant see the back part of my head.

it's all touch and feel...it's fixed on messily...

and i have class at 9am oh yay now it's 5am, i only have 2 hrs to sleep.

4th round of hair extension-ing session tomorrow.

oh...i almost forgot i still got some editorial shit to do.

hmm just a bit left heck.

hmm i think i could be a part time hair stylist LMAO...

i've learn how to layer hair the easy way

hmm why am i ranting here?

i am supposed to be seen arty farty here.

WAHAHAHA

2008-09-01T22:00:00.001+08:00

the next big thing. . .

CHINKS IN THE CITY starring: Amanda K. & Hana L., two girls in search for a hot guy haven, the ultimate Abercrombie & Fitch

2008-08-27T10:36:00.010+08:00

shit... my efforts to wake up early is not working. . .
but anyway lets just blog a little. . .

i mosiac my ugly mouth away LMAO.

COOL right? i always wanted to take a god-have-shine-a-light-on-you pic.

here's some stuffs from my moleskine hope ya'all enjoy it.

shit i think i should have made it 70 pix with the mosiac, not bother to redo it.

i don't know if it is ok sharing this piece ^^^^^^ but heck i'll just share it.
i know i looked rather fugly. . . i was bad with camera yesterday.
june the beggar clan boss blue hair ah beng should smile more.(i dont mean 24/7 that would be nuts!)
he would have killed many mei meis and ladies with his KILLER SMILE woot.
thanks jun, for the exclusive smile wahahaha!

i was on a typical attention seeker bozo's blog.
i was impress with the amout of mumbo jumbo there, the bullshits are some good combos man.

to prevent ya'all from puking all over i've kindly mosiac off her repulsive face woot!
lasalle sia? when did the sia come back again? wow i must be slow.
fine arts? how come i never ever seen her ever in school, my whole 3 years(almost...) here?
dude your encyclopedia is spelt wrongly encycloPAEdia, you must be a paedophile.
oh yeah i can totally see it you belong to the sea of black.
the last two sentence in the list is a DUH? who doesn't?
oh btw her tattoo is fucking ugly wahaha.

omg ok why am i wasting my time on significant moron?
because i got too much time now? hmm ok. . . im off to do much more impt stuffs.
wahahaha. wow i've blog a whole chunk now. wtflower.

2008-08-27T00:39:00.005+08:00

i officially humiliated myself on national tv.
not once by twice.
holy poo poo.
maybe im just too serious?

wow im wtf i shall zen a bit...
im in no position to feel that way woot.
wahahaha.

i feel tired. . .

2008-08-26T02:59:00.003+08:00

i would like to live in a house filled with helium gas. . .
it makes me sound cute :D
to compensate for looks.

2008-08-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

2008-08-24T03:24:00.003+08:00

hmmm...is it me or...?
lenny kravitz looks abit like slash
at some angles...weirdly...

dope dope dooooooopeeeeee!

i felt the song...

I'll be waiting - Lenny Kravitz
He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole
You need some time
to be alone
then you will find
what you've always known

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I've been knockin' at your door

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen ya cry
into the night
I feel your pain
can I make it right?
I realize
there's no end in sight
yet still I wait
for you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I can't take it anymore

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one I've ever known
that makes me feel this way, couldn't on my own
I wanna be with you until we're old
you've got the love you need right in front of you, please come home

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

2008-08-20T00:58:00.001+08:00

wow 6 days already!

2008-08-10T18:20:00.001+08:00

i wonder if i can move my ass on monday.

2008-08-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

i think i whine and bitch too much.
it seems that im pretty bothered abt it. but im not.
it's just a bad habit of mine.

2008-08-07T21:46:00.004+08:00

save me save me save me!
i've spend the whole of my flowering pay in like a weeeeeeek!
wtflower wtflower wtflower!
the worst it it's all random dumb things,
but the head phones is the best thing i ever bought!
the dumbest thing is a huge ass banao plush
ok shit i feel kinda guilty. shopping is very therapeutic and satisfying ok!

my backpack is filled man! i feel like santa. oh and that is my new headphone, my earphones died on me (T~T ).

the evolution of iPod nanos(ilario's and hana's), anna sui eyeliners have gone on a diet.

->
damn cute can. . .plus it's goldddddddddddd!

->
random dumb things that i would buy.

say hello to BANAOS!

2008-08-03T14:50:00.004+08:00

. . .got too much to drink
i can walk a straight line but, i sucked at it.
and it was my first time hugging a guy. . .
i lost my hugging virginity. . .
T~T hope i can lose it to someone else instead. . .
wahahaha.
and sorry kamy...
i sms you like 3 blardy times for nuts.

dango dango dango~~~

cute isnt it?
the soy sauce dango, taste like soy sauce(of course) + 麦芽糖

2008-08-01T19:49:00.005+08:00

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Creep

Kermit - Creep

No Surprises

Everything in its right place

im so digging radiohead.
i think kunio should sing this...not that he is a creep...i think he could totally pull off this song, and brings that vibe to it.

2008-07-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

so cute~
...messy table.

2008-07-24T01:26:00.003+08:00

ernest thanks for your guitar hero session and dinner
py thanks for M.A.C.

i love you both!
kamy i love you too~

-photos to be uploaded soon, how soon i don't know-

so many things this week. . .so much thinking, i need some distractions.

2008-07-23T02:34:00.001+08:00

Some random doodling to share. . .

some cliche stuff. . .

not done yet. . .

2008-07-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

WHY. . .SO. . .UGLY ?

2008-07-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

weirdly im anticipating for saturday's coming.

im planning what to buy on the d-decker site...
i swear im gonna buy a couple of anna sui.

2008-07-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

i feel so freaking shitty now.
what can i do? nothing.
i deserve it.

2008-07-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

雪の足跡

A long breath rose up and dissolved in a wintry sky
In the limpid air my heart is cleansed and goes back
At times we stopped, or went out of our way but
Everyone of this memory is precious
Like today, always together with you...

The snow started to fall and blanketed the surroundings
Softly and gently embracing us

Because you were there, I can still face the future and move on
Walking this colourful winter, In my heart I feel so

Along the path snowdrops bloom on the treetops
The ground is a white canvas being doodled
Cold hands squeezing to warm each other

If we look back to our footprints forming a line
We'd smile at seeing the ones where we fell On a winter day

Forever hand in hand
Let's step on firmly, like this

The snow lying thick and our white footprints
We will draw them forever, the two of us

Silently, we seem to draw closer
A little bit slower, let's go home together

2008-07-10T17:18:00.005+08:00

enlightenment struck me hard again.

tihssihtekatotdeentonodew
flesruoywercsguf~~laiceirfurotempaumsmei~~
.putissemtnodesaelptihskcufylsrssisiht
niagagnineppahsihtsi
parcdedrateremalfodaoltihsfolluf

2008-07-08T02:43:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's yesterday

kungfu panda, whose that pokemon and stitch
my first attempt, ganguro
contrasting heights, oh and butt poke
oh u can see ok. someone has turned into guan gong too. im not drunk :D
jiao god sexposed!

Few hours ago. . .

ethe'Real fans rock \m/ most happening people
trying to hide so much...in the end it's pointless.

2008-07-05T01:35:00.002+08:00

"Tell you these pies and cakes. At the end of everynight
the cheesecake and the apple pie always completely gone,
the peach cobbler and the chocolate mousse cake are nearly finished,
as always there is a whole blueberry pie left untouched."

I love blueberries!

2008-07-03T04:11:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THAT BACKGROUND MUSICCCCC
it's so cute and catchy
i like the boys by Windswept’s Pleasure Seekers/ pleasureseeker?

singapore srsly need itunes store with a damn freaking huge library.

2008-07-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

wow cool shit i actually watched 3 movies today
and i saved like 7x$3
kung fu panda was ok
sex in the city was good, well to me.
and zohan is a total flop

2008-07-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

"you look good with blonde hair :D
just dont run around orchard with big shades and a chihuahua in your bag :P"

LOL @ a recent comment. . .

2008-06-29T02:40:00.006+08:00

looking at people's graduation show photos. . .
thinking: when will it be my turn?
at the same time i dun wanna leave lasalle.

hana is blonde ok?

that's kamy im in her gay green walls bed room :D

2008-06-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

for the 3 time? enlightenment has hit me once again. . .

2008-06-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

tired. . .
i've thought abt it im being too obsessive now. . .
i need to go back to the narcissitic me.

2008-06-22T02:18:00.004+08:00

sharing a cup(depends on placement) , can of drink or a bottle of drink,
sharing food or utensils(chopsticks maybe?) or a straw,
did you ever think your kissing someone indirectly.?
ok im thinking way too much.
oh man i never been feeling this way before. . .maybe?
this is crap. utterly crap.
im being so not adorable now. . .
but i can't help it. . .
tell me what to do. . .
i dun wanna be some delusional manic
in my own possessive lala land.

feeling mixed. :S

2008-06-14T17:25:00.007+08:00

Naeem Khan Resort 2009

-pictures from style.com
My favourites, especially that zebra print. So funky yet sophisticated.

		Esplanade Presents The Protection Paintings - Of Sensations and Superscriptions

Jeremy Sharma
Singapore
23 May - 29 Jun 08, Fri - Sun,
Jendela
With The Protection Paintings – Of Sensations and Superscriptions, visual artist Jeremy Sharma explores the notion of protection as a means of ensuring human existence in various aspects, from the basic ensuring of survival to the sustenance of human relationships.

This exhibition attempts to translate those ideas visually through an interplay between images (sensations) and text (superscriptions).

(Visual Arts Space by Cristal Caritas Trust)
-taken from http://www.esplanade.com

2008-06-13T10:07:00.004+08:00

i dreamt
a pagan drawing,
about some war,
a king like figure was fighting.
After killing all, he spat out a human.

King
To see a king in your dream, signifies much success and prestige to be headed your way. It is symbolic of power and control.To dream that you are the king, suggests that you will rise above your problems and adversities. Alternatively, it is an expression of your masculine power.

War
To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your personal affairs. You also be experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle. You are feeling torn between aspects of yourself. Perhaps the dream may indicate that you are being overly aggressive or you are not being assertive enough.

Killing
To dream that you killed someone, forewarns that heavy stress may cause you to lose your temper and self-control. Identity the characteristics of the person that you have killed and ask yourself if you feel any rage towards this person in your waking life. You may be expressing some rage or hatred toward this person.

To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions.

This dream may also represent a part of you or your life that you wish would leave you alone and stop creating a nuisance. Killing may represent the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.

Spit
To spit in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you need to get rid of. Alternatively, spitting may represent anger and contempt

2008-06-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

i've learnt alot today wow.
i don't give a shit how you all percieve me.
as long as my loved ones and i,
know who i really am deep down inside that's all it matters.
*consoling myself LOL*

im gonna get my beauty sleep heh heh!
headache...

2008-06-12T03:40:00.004+08:00

i love this movie alot, it's such a beatiful movie. ewan mcgregor and nicole kidman is a cute pairing.

2008-06-11T02:00:00.004+08:00

im too overwhelmed. . .
by. . . i do not want to mention anything of it.

i feel like fucking off from it.
i hate being emo okay. thank you.

i regretted, i not getting myself wasted.

2008-06-10T01:12:00.003+08:00

i suddenly felt as if enligntenmentjust hit me,
i stonned and thought
:"why am i doing this?"
feeling rather stupid

i feel like drowning myself in alcohol for temporary escape. . .

2008-06-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

oh man my sewing machine is !@$#^%$&
going out too much these days...
busy busy busy

no shit man im not involved, im a peaceful person.
please do not mention my name anywhere what so ever.
i didn't say that ok :D

2008-06-07T02:14:00.002+08:00

"I don't give a FLYING fuck."
dude i diggggggg that sentence.
i know im wasting my blog space dedicating this post just for some insignificant moron. . .
some people needs a brick to their head to bring them back to reality. . .maybe a brick isn't enough.
dude the world don't revolves around you, get your EQ upgraded dude.
and for goodness sake come back to earth, burn your fantasy world thank you.
Grow up is the 2 words you REAAAALLY need. Oh and have fun!

i feel so much closer to what i want to be. . .
after another 6/7 months, i might be saying bye bye to singapore
hi to UK/USA, -i will seriously miss my parents and friends here-
and hopefully be the next most respected fashion designer

2008-06-06T19:26:00.005+08:00

hey ho!
it's the 400th post!!!
*pats hana on the back and shakes hana's hands*

here's some update what is happening in my life...

i hang out with kamy too much...(it's a good thing :D)

and it's Mr. Ass Kicker's bday. (Kamy & I choose that cake*proud face*)

2008-06-04T02:28:00.004+08:00

我多么的希望，你还在我身旁。。。
一起逛街`购物`说话`多了解你一点。。。
可是我觉得，从开始到现在，你从不把我放在眼里。
为什么我忠实这么的防不开？
像你说的一样“朋友有时是牺牲平。”
随便找一个‘朋友’的了吗？
为什么我还感到那么的空虚？
怎么的孤独？好像世界上剩下我一个人？

爸妈，在身边还是感到一样。

恳，
希望你不要那么的难过好吗？
兄弟在你生后。
什么事都可以打来我的手机，属苦（好像打错）。。。
我随时都会接听！

2008-06-02T15:28:00.003+08:00

wearing soft cotton yukata,
running around the street of tokyo. . .
finding someone? i feel lost.
my yukata keeps on falling off my shoulders.
i lost one side of my getta and found it eventually. . .
it was a pretty weird dream.

2008-06-02T02:32:00.003+08:00

i wonder how people could jump the whole time for an hr's concert.
im already aching all over.

anyway it's fucking tiring day.
im gonna KO now.

i feel like giving you a hug
you poor little thing >.<
dun get yourself stressed up too much.

2008-06-01T01:43:00.008+08:00

i lost 50% of my enthusiasm.
i lost 90% my mood.
i feel fucked up. . .
i needa read Slash's book.
get me up and going again.

acting isnt easy.
but i'd say that i did averagely good.
:D

fyi im not gullable,
im just damn good at playing along + im just too nice
my mindset is much more complex than u think it is.
ty! and kiddies please grow up will ya? don't play kindergarten all over again.
it's really blardy PATHETIC & SAD that some people DO NOT have mindset of the age that they are in.
give yourself a break
make yourself look good,
GROW UP be a man/lady.

2008-05-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

shit i have to re-paint my nails again. . .
making poster can be so much work.
(T~T)

yea ur the best i ever had, you don't want me back
and i don't want you back wahahaha!

2008-05-27T20:37:00.001+08:00

seriously you are screwing my life up.
feeling smitten is a fucked up feeling.

feeling fat. . .
just ate dinner.
shit 41 kggggg...
im going hysterical

2008-05-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hana's featured:
http://cherrymagazine.blogspot.com/2008/05/designer-in-making.html
thats all?!

2008-05-26T01:28:00.007+08:00

i woke up again dreaming of you again.
now ur seriously messing up my life.
good way or bad. . .
. . .i don't wanna know

i will not disclose anything futher...
other informations will be in my moleskine.
try peeking at my moleskine if your curious

some pictures from today. . .

what a day. . .

2008-05-25T03:33:00.003+08:00

clothe in smooth black suit,
pale fair insides,
smell of aged wood, and pretty things.
you'll follow me where ever i go.
i love you

2008-05-22T14:39:00.002+08:00

im so excited and i can't hide it

24 july 2008 my ps3 is coming to me.
and im gonna got Guitar Hero crazyyyyy

2008-05-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

today's wicked...
(pictures stolen from cammy.)

2008-05-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

We are all ready to rob banks. LMAO

What a big smile...trim ur nose hair cammy. wahahaha!

OMG caught me kissing my feet...

Sometimes i feel im too...
in ya face,
people tend to dislike me for that...
people who know me knows i don't mean it.

i finally found people who are fun to hang out with.
good listeners too :D

why am i always yearning for someone to love?
am i that desperate? NO.
motherly instinct?
i don't get asian guys and will never wanna understand them,
they like girls who are sweet and all so cute,
making those fucked up high pitched seductive voice.
oh please give me a break. one word repulsive, to this sorts.

i hate it, just hate it.
hate it when i my mouse automatically gets magnetized by
Mr. K on my messenger.
can't help it my fingers loose it's control and clicks on him,
revealing his contact card, and his display picture
oogling at his display picture hopelessly
i think he hates me...
save me from falling in again,
doki doki.
fuck it.
i think im starting to like you.
please someone stop me.

it's just too late.
too late to salvage.
too late.

2008-05-07T02:10:00.002+08:00

GLOOMY BEAR SAYS:"HI!!!"

GUITAR HERO MAKES ME LOOK NOOB...OH IM SLOUCHING

YUMMY CAKES WILL STILL BE YUMMY EVEN THOUGH IT MELTED

I LOVE CHAWANMUSHIES NOT FORGETTING SOBAS

FINALLY I GOT WHAT I WANTED :D

2008-05-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

soooo into this.

2008-05-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

do you know you can hide nothing from me?
i can't be least bothered you know,
but yea thanks now i know how insignificant i am to you.

2008-04-29T02:37:00.003+08:00

wow ok...
im informed that im having an interview tomorrow,
to confirm my entry to fashion level 2...
like just today evening, what the hell?
on last friday they told us to check it out on tuesday (tomorrow)?

ok my posts are getting more and more boooooooooooring.

ok im so sad, Mgg and kat are together. Like TOGETHER.
one of hana's hottie theory= Guys with girlfriends, girls beside them, are not sizzling hot anymore.

LMAO!
my love life is pretty sad you know.
So let me indulge in my own world.

2008-04-26T03:14:00.004+08:00

the result...
i have to go for an interview...
lets look at the bright side, i didn't fail.
I just need to 'confirm my place next year'

....Moleskines are disappointing me,
the quality is going down and the worst part, it cost a BOMMMMMB
*exploded and left a big bad ass hole in my pocket*
argh seesh im a sucker for chic looks......
ok fine i will make up my mind tomorrow.

"I have a question for the youth of Singapore : What do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror? I laugh at how they ALL pick up a particular trend thinking that that sets them apart from the rest of the crowd. Uh, hello? You ARE the crowd. How can you call yourself individualistic if you're wearing what everyone else is wearing? Okay, and please, the emo trend has never been 'in'. So strip off your all-too-tight skinny's, wipe that gunk off your face, cut your hair and eat a hamburger.
Oh wait.. make that 3 hamburgers. " - stolen from Ah manda's blog

nice one dude!!!!!

2008-04-25T11:39:00.004+08:00

ok seriously now...
a surge of anxiety....
im gonna feel butterflies soon...
I wonder if i can get my ass up to Level 2,
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO MAJOR FASHION DESIGN.

im going to get my stuffs back at 4pm,
and know my results...

oh and i need to get a moleskine...hmmm do they have it in hot pink?
i think my hot pink blogskin is really killing some eye cells.

my dusty cd collection,
it's amy winehouse at the top...
don't worry macy gray, the horrors, the killers,debussy
might be on the top any time soon.

2008-04-25T07:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so getting a Moleskine today,
have a good day!

-correction-
tomorrow

2008-04-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

goodnight people
see you all at 4pm at mcnally's
C501.

all the best i hope i wont cry.

2008-04-24T17:32:00.002+08:00

gosh im so bored out, that im stalking forums.
doing crappy things, example youtubing.
not forgetting mass post, posting...

OMG I FEEL SO ESTATIC NOW,
because of one stupid reason...
WAHAHAHAHA....

ok...wth?

OK i'm going back to tv.